on Monday, November 28, 2005
in less than 24 hours time i will be tried. and most probably executed, by this ruthless judge known as the biochemistry CA paper. the reasons for this judgement is very obvious.
biochem sucks!
yea, thats the reason. and secondarily, cos i didnt rli mug hard for biochem. i took 2 days to study physio and anat, and one (today) for biochem. wait, i havent even started studying it yet! omg! lets see, i need to brush up on these topics, i think the entire biochem. wahahas.
i might just fail it! but fear not, with probability and what mugging i can achieve today i shall do my best to pass. and if and when i do pass i shall just say my thanks and be happy about it and maybe give __e a kiss for providing the visual stimulation. aha. as if lah.
not really an recent discovery, but i just love this song! haha, gems u find in the bowels of vinsingh's computer.
The Bravery - Unconditional
I've spent my whole life surrounded
and I've spent my whole life alone
I wonder why I never wonder why
The easiest things are so hard
I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want something
Something for nothing
Something, something for nothing
I'm a beggar and I'm a chooser
I'm accused, I'm an accuser
But nothing's unconditional
I hold the whole world accused
I've only got myself to blame
I wonder why, I never wonder why
The easiest things are so hard
I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want something
Something for nothing
Something, something for nothing
I'm a beggar and I'm a chooser
I'm accused, I'm an accuser
But nothing's unconditional
damn cool song lah! u want to iTunes dl aha! must support original! but this song is damn cool la, with the keyboards and lead guitar going very good hand in hand giving that fast-ish dance beat. the vocals indeed to leave much to be desired, and the drums tho good they sound a tad dead. like from a drum machine, but i think it sortof fits into that very electronic sound aha.
and it sort of describes how i feel. hahas! so sad right.
oh wells.
i shall go back to MMS marks marks and smith basic medical biochemistry. wait a moment, theres advanced medical biochemistry! omg! spare me please! thank god next sem is no more pathway cheebye shit liao its mostly genetics. genetics sound fun.
cheers.
yk ranted at 1:43 pm!
on Sunday, November 27, 2005
what started out as a valiant and truly remarkable project called punkbuster has just become my hated enemy. argh! fuck you!
reason being this. i just flew over an hour of Su-30, getting nearly 50 kills and quite a few driver assists thanks to my good WSO manning the guided air-ground missles. in the process i got not one, but two badges and one medal! one aviation badge, veteren medic combat, and aviation combat medal. blasting countless tanks, apc's and vehicles, and being a WSO for awhile, murdering idiot tanks clustered together trying to capture flags when all they got is a rain of steel/precision guided missile from my Su-30.
Su-30 is gooood. it's quite manuverable, hardy and looks good. and it feels better to fly than the strike eagle, and it doesnt have the fucked up off-center seating arrangement in that arabian flying piece of shit that Su-37 i think.
while i was WSO the pilot was damn pro la. dived and gunned infantry ppl to death, with superb accuracy. must have been a joysticker. and i got my first ever air kill today. downed a strike eagle. actually two. but i did learn a new evasive manuveur from that strike eagle. when pursued by 2 jets, do a loop and hope one of them follows. when u return, they might just collide just as i did!
maybe i shall quite air-air and just continue doing my best in all aircraft. air-ground, but i shall upgrade from my usual helicoptering days to be a pilot! train to be the king of pilots some day. and now back to the aggravation.
so just as the pilot dude was diving, i lined up my guided missle sights on this tank. the familiar tone of a lock on sounded. and i squeezed the trigger, anticipating the swoosh of the missile leaving the hardpoint on the wing, bearing down at a supersonic speed to hammer onto an unsuspecting APC.
but that was not to be! instead! i was booted out to the main screen! with a stupid little message box that said 'you were kicked by punkbuster cos punkbuster faced with a error." what the fuck!?!?!?!? i was like so damned pissed lah! cos u know why? all those air kills, whatever medals and badges, are not recored on the international stats as a result!!! what the fuck!!
oh wells, maybe i sudnt upgrade to fighters after all. back to my helicoptering days. heli pilots are almost usually warrant officers or NCO's in the US army or USMC, while lots of pilots are commisioned officers. looks like its back to the lower ranks then. haiz.
back to the topic of helis, just miss them. heh. i like being the WSO for helis. so cool. but since i started flying, sorta discovered theres much differences among those bf2 helis. the huey cobra is the shittiest i feel, it looks weak, it has a weak gun, and doesnt feel so manuverable. the arabian Havok is good, it has a good gun and certainly looks beefier and menacing.
but this heli is just my fave larh. the chinese Z-10. sleek looking, has got good speed and very responsive to command. and i can see the WSO's head without it obstructing my view. strangely i do not fly helis in the +1 c mode, where u cant see ur dials and stuff. cos i feel that it would be quite cheaty to not have ur view obstructed by ur instruments, so i just fly from inside the heli.
and Z-10's gave me all my heli badges while i was in them. =)
hahaha! ok la, i shall not brood over silly punkbuster kicking me for its own fault. pui! i shall in fact go to sleep now.
cheers
yk ranted at 1:17 am!
on Friday, November 25, 2005
wah shit, next week is the exams already! and im still wholly unprepared! looks like im going to fail. oh wells, hopefully by the weekend i would have mugged enough to pass. that is simply because our entire CAs are MCQs and i have this theory.
the MCQs have 5 choices. so E(X) of each paper is approx 20%. that is pretty close to passing with a D. but to me D's are always useless passes. so i must get C. that sud be 50%. if mugging everything garners you an A of 70%, then i shall mug about half of what i should to get A's and that is the only possibilty within this short period of time.
so, the increase in marks cos of the slight mugging shall be (70-20)/2 %, which is 25%. then i will get 45%. hmmm, maybe i need to mug abit more than half the content then.
still, its a better chance at passing and i dont have to be completey psychotic and utterly overreacting like most of the ppl in the M1 class. wows! its just amazing, these people can just sit down and start mugging so damn hard from abt at least a month ago for MCQ's! i could never do that, mustering the discipline needed to mug for MCQ's! who mugs for MCQ's!
and thats precisely why i took a short break from 3 days of mugging yesterday to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire! wait! i shall rename it! rename it to Hermoine Granger and her Growing Breasts! ok, quite crude, but its a nice show lah.
dunno why some ppl say its quite lousy leh, like my bro. cos its like whole characters and whole chapters are left out. haiyo. and its like cho chang looks like shit when she's supposed to be damn fucking chio, the quidditch world cup is so anticlimax after that super good warm up then suddenly finish liao. dumbledore is fucked up in the show, hes so unlike himself, behaving more like a thug than a wizened wise wizard!
and i think viktor krum looks like wayne rooney. but still, all that matters is that hermoine granger is still chio. wow! emma watson looks better with each movie. my goddess!
power! even chioer than __e! heh. oh and i just realised, emma watson does bear a slight resemblance to maria, i mean judith pang lol. anw, i still think its a nice entertaining movie, and the cut out parts are cut out at the right places except for the quidditch world cup. everything else was just fine. =)
today was the last day of tut with ssw tay. nice prof la, too bad we're changing again. hopefully someone more pro. like bay! cos he gives exam-oriented tips and answers! or prof ling! haha. but what i heard is that prof ling demands that you answer the tutorial urself and if u cant, tsk tsk tsk. dunno lah! just ask newman again i guess.
and we took a photo! thanks to ong chin siang aha.
so today being the last tut prof tay showed us all this alfa romeo pictures again. some weird weird special things from the alfa romeo museum somewhere in italy i guess. but one of the pix he showed us was quite nice. the car was pretty cool, vintage alfa romeo giuletta. dunno how u spell it but its italian/latin (no idea) for juliet. so its alfa (first) romeo + juliet. so romantic. and here's a pic.
ok la, not rli my type tho. i think i like nice german cars. beemers and mercs and audis. SLK's my fave so far, and so's the 645Ci, or even better! the M6! nice thing abt these german stuff is that the engineering is no doubt better and they look powerful, tho a tad on the chunky side. italian cars looks quite wussy to me. like fiat and alfas and whatnots, except the lamborghinis u see nowsadays. like that murcielago. wow. gallardo's chioer in my opinion, but its not as powerful as the murcielago, and it doesnt have the scissor doors. but imagine, a sleek silver gallardo.
and add a chio girl inside like __e. perfection.
and then he did show us some other photos of his european travels. like this one of the british natural history museum i think thats called, cos its the same as the one of our family on mama's desk. and another photo of nelson's column at tralfagar square. the full of birdshit place cos theres so many pigeons.
theres no 'D' in pigeon. so disappointing. i thot it was pidgeon.
ah wells. next up for anat will be head and neck. one small part only take up an entire semester. wat sia, and i looked thru the pictures of head and neck in netter's. they look horrifyingly menacing and threatening to my sanity! oh no. help!
and so i shall go off to eat and then study guytons.
cheers!
yk ranted at 6:34 pm!
on Wednesday, November 23, 2005
a proctologist is an ass doctor. means, he's an asspert at all asspects of the ass.
and just now a prof just went on abt how the dean is so anglo-saxon-philic and so wanting to hire silly ang mohs to take over headships of whatever departments. how sad right, when we ourselves as locals cant even get recognition in our own local institution, how are we going to ever make our mark in this growing world? so much for developing local talent. what a whole load of bullshit.
our sciences and all is just going down the drain, just like our sports, having so many imported pirated foreign 'talent'. so prof added just for fun. Americanized NUS aka ANUS. ahaha laugh leh.
damn lame lah, its a lame day.
but its good. ppl like todd and marc and maria dig lame and corny stuff. so who/what makes corn? a corner! heh, finally, ppl appreciative of lame, instead of pinching you a whole round til u get blueblack. thats pun-ishment wholly undeserved. get it? aha!
shall go to study limbs now. its a limbs night.
cheers.
yk ranted at 9:44 am!
on Monday, November 21, 2005
i just realised something that is honestly, to me, very wrong and hopefully its wrong. cos you see, after those interesting applied human anatomy 'lessons' me and vince had at borders 'social sciences' corner, my new insight into medical anatomy just tore it all apart!
neither moore's nor snell's, heck not even the lecturer, even mentioned abt the mythical Grafenberg spot, aka the g-spot, at all! which can only conclude logically that all these speculations abt what Skene's glands and whatnots, might not even exist! oh no!
thats damn sad la. so much for 'remember pek, its all abt their welfare, not ours!!!'
so sad lors. haiz.
but still gotta be happy abt smthn, i actually tried to study thats how i stumbled upon this sad sad sad fact! and now i know what are the perenial muscles that those 'applied human anatomy' 'textbooks' kept harping abt. its none other than the pelvic diaphagm/floor muscles, coccygeus and the levator ani muscles. the latter comprises of pubococcygeus and iliococcygeus. if can control these well, according to those books, we can do more abt their welfare. apparently.
aha! comeon, someone can be my practical subject. i wont mind. muahaha.
depraved and wrong. thats what i sound like.
sat was damn gay la. silly shimon u ruined my expedition out to town when i could have been studying all these pelvic rubbish! why!? why u dont want to watch the exorcism of emily rose! haiz. then u zhaoded so fast somemore! slap u arh! so in the end walked wif frits to esplanade for a lil tequila drink and walked back to town for 174.
like how gay la. too bad __e hunting didnt work out. didnt see any __e or SNYGs for that matter. so sad right.
oh wells. time to go back mugging tho. i hope im not underreacting, tho practically everyone is like overreacting to the coming CAs. i mean, firstly, its only the CAs guys, and its mostly, if not all, MCQs!! taiko also can taiko to a nearly pass grade, which means the teeny wee bit of mugging that i shall be doing might just make me pass.
yay!
passing is good.
cheers.
yk ranted at 7:38 pm!
on Saturday, November 19, 2005
friday was a damn damn damn cool day. lets just say its the first time i've actually saw a zaogeng without any shorts blocking the way. in other words, the the purist kind, wahhahaa! and its accidently see one la, i didnt like crane my neck to catch a glimpse or wat.
anyway glimpse was an understatement. think it was 10 min long. but of cos, time flies when ur having fun, it might've been longer.
pek also said that if ppl show u, u sud show appreciation by looking! so that includes all those colourul bras and funny shaped ones, and in this case, bloody zaogeng! wahahhas.
but i feel damn wrong la. cos i know her. zz.
pui!
cheers.
yk ranted at 2:35 pm!
on Thursday, November 17, 2005
i feel happy these days. not the really damn fucking happy, but the kind of bittersweet happy, the kind that u are anxious abt whats going to happen tmr, and cant wait for it to happen.
just like 1st 3 mnths. it even SMELLS like 1st 3 mnths i have no idea why. i can nearly smell the sajc upper cafe with the aromas of the char kuay teow stall or the noodle stall that we liked to order meepok dry. and all its variations tho of cos i cant remember who ordered what. i know i only eat the normal kinds, mix fishballs and meatballs. ruff ate the all meatball one i think, and xj and adrian and david, think one of them is all fishball, another one no chilli, haiya, cant remember liao la!
only remember psa bldg with starbucks and ice coffee.
ah those were the days. truly carefree.
too bad days were the those (singaporearmystories.blogspot.com) closed down loh, and so's miyagi's (miyagi.sg) army reservist posts like his ex wallaby 2005. very interesting stories.
aha! aaron u wise ass, where'd u get jake's stories from? (ahdokboy.blogspot.com) i wonder sia.
oh wells, but thinking back abt the times we all had before, its quite ironic isnt it, we spend so much time now thinking abt the past and feel abt how great it was, how fun it was, how shiok it was, and yet we dont think abt the future at all. why am i dwelling upon my past, hoping that the present would be like that.
am i naive enough to think that its all going to work out? that maybe, just find another bunch as lame and funny as the s73 ppl now?
oh wells. sud think abt the future more la. its this lack for foresight that make us shortsighted in our plannings (pun ahaha!) i mean, what are we doing now that we ahve planned for before? i know i certainly didnt plan for being in uni now, but i am. and it isnt as enjoyable as i thought it would be, but im just slogging thru. oh wells.
sometimes we just gotta slug it out.
hmmm today was pretty shiok. __e was late i gather, as usual, but strangely i was wondering where the hell the DICK was lah, after all, he wasnt sitting in the 2-3 rows in front of where newman and moses and i sat, with his usual 'chope' seat attack trying to make __e sit there ar u fucking cheebye, too bad she doesnt and its some other guy who sits there. kudos to them!
anyways, thats digressing.
the main point is __e was wearing her white short shorts lah. wows! looks like wearing nothing from afar sia. hohohooho so damn sexy sey, haha. dont complain that the histo lab is cold! u wants it! the cold air trickling the 'medial aspect of your thigh', obturator nerves firing off afferent sensory neurons, hopefully creating a reflex that tingles your... ...
ok nvm.
omg i just sound so damn deranged lah. just like how frits sounds so damn obssessed with SNYG. im sorry, i just sound too damned wrong.
ahhahahahaha!
cheers!
yk ranted at 12:22 am!
on Monday, November 14, 2005
today we had gastrointestinal system tutorial one. very fun prof. i like him already. and we learned many new things that we can apply.
firstly, there are 'universal messengers' in ur body such as Ca2+ and cAMP inside certain systems such as GIT or brain activity etc that activates certain response upon release thru stimulation by nerves. honestly, i have no idea how the fuck it works or what the fuck it is, but anw, these 2 things will cause similar effects on GIT, esp ur stomach, to produce more gastric juice (HCl and friends), and Ca2+, only ur pancreatic juice.
Ca2+ is released upon normal stimulation. relax. cAMP released when under stress, so i guess sud be under severe sympathetic stimulation tho of cos im not sure. anw, so if cAMP is released, there will be more acid than bicarbonate in ur duodenum, as ur stomach is stimulated more.
thus, u feel hungry!
thats y when study, will stress. stress = hungry = eat. no wonder everytime study will feel like eating. amazing huh.
oh, and cb juice is acidic. i didnt know that. to kill germs. thats y cum is alkaline. to neutralise the cb juice so sperm can swim. cool. like dat means i can extrapolate to say that cb sud taste sour. hahahaha!
ok, and we also had this sortof quick revision on neuromuscular physiology today. when skeletal muscle is stimulated smooth muscle is generally relaxed, like the whole GIT is relax. so means when u exercise u feel less hungry. cool. so must exercise more. and thats y after buffet feel so lethargic. hmmm.
physio is damn fun la, better than biochem rubbish!
cheers.
yk ranted at 8:00 pm!
on Sunday, November 13, 2005
its just quite annoying to type a title for whatever. i just cant seem to think of anything.
sat was pretty cool, we discovered a nice little indon buffet restaurant at suntec, tho i insisted that we go to carl's jr for burger. but sad la, silly vince is being vegan again.
after all these yrs i still think vegans are pretty screwedup. quote, 'i did not fight my way up the food chain to be a vegetarian.' -E.F Schumacher.
there's a pretty much scientific basis behind it too. for eg, most, if not all, animals in our planet whose diet consists of mainly vegetables or plant matter have highly developed vermiform appendix and cecums, separated into many sections for total and complete digestion of plant matter. and for that matter, we lack it.
and our GIT is somehow more tuned to digest proteins.
of cos, as of now, im just quoting all these out of my pure common sense, lacking in academic integrity and reliability. wait la, i study more liao then i shall present my arguments with greater confidence and surety. im too damned lazy to quote sources right now. hee hee.
anws, im sorry vince, i still think veganism is pretty much stupid.
but he did indeed come up with a damn lame joke. we were walking the suntec bridge towards citylink and then there was this huge figures of christmas characters like rudolf, and elf i think, and santa claus. vin said 'look, christmas is in the air'.
aaaaaah damn nice song in my air now. Pegasus - DJ Lithium. some canadian dude.
anyways, back to the nice weekend adventures, and the trip to suntec was a fucking disaster. i was waiting half a fucking hour for 171 and it just refused to arrive. somehow pissed off and angry i just took 75 to holland v and take 106 to suntec. grrr. stupid buses that dont arrive piss the fuckin hell out of me especially when i left home extra early to not be late!
and there i was nearly half hr late. fuck you 171. fuck you.
got a nice purple tshirt today. with these butterfly patterns that came from a guy shooting himself in the head. like how cool right? nearly got the puremilk ones, until i realised that hey, its actually marcus's shirt.
phew. it'd be a disaster.
and at that bugis place found nicenice and resaonably priced Van's and le coq sportif shoes. cool sia. hahahahaha. when i save up enuff i shall buy all these stuff. yums!
haiya, just damn shag la, dunno wat to write. ttaz.
cheers.
yk ranted at 10:17 pm!
on Friday, November 11, 2005
argh. u know what pisses me off big fucking time, other than the DICK lookalike of cos. its those inconsiderate fuckers that throng the aisle of our dear SBS and TIBS buses. esp those idiot aunties and teeko-looking ah peks, and dumb fuck big cliques (usually students.) and those spg-ish/poseur/whatever girls in their 20's acting chio and stuff.
fuck you sia.
knn, i shall list out how these fucks piss me off without fail.
like recently. tried to flag down this 184. but it just zoomed past cos it was packed in the front. ok la, so i thot it sud be packed. as it went past, the whole back part of the bus was fucking empty. omg u fucking NP morons, just becos u want to stand wif ur 'frens' and u fucking jam up the bus and dont move to the rear.
and ppl like us have to just sit and watch as a perfectly half empty bus just goes past while we wait 15 fucking minutes for the next infrequent 184.
argh.
and inconsiderate fucks who think that their fucking bags are so damn precious and deserved of a seat. worse, when they put bloody groceries on it. ok, pls tell me why, why does ur silly little bag deserve that seat while the rest of us literally squeeze like a can of sardines in the aisle. we all paid the same damned fare ok, and it is only just right that u only take up one seat. and especially when the bus is fucking packed u jolly well give it up for another fella to sit. ur damned groceries/shoppingbags/bag/fucking dildoes can use the fucking floor.
same goes for those who insist on sitting on aisle seats and not moving in next to the damned window, for dunno what fuck reason i just cannot imagine. comeon, ppl are courteous enough to let u alight if u sit in u know, they're not like yourself u selfish prick.
gracious society, indeed!
fuckers.
haiz, so i must just simply put my frustrations vented up ever since i started taking buses here. oh wells. its just part and parcel of my life to be pissed off at this fuckers.
today's lunch was good. not too bad. some lor ar (braised duck) rice shop at south buono vista road, aka the 13 turns of kent ridge. esp after that pseudo adrenaline (epinephrine) pumping ride on todd's souped up alfa romeo 147, or marcus's sexy slk. argh i jsut cant stop thinking abt that SLK.
still, we were like the first customers at that shoppe, so when we drove into the parking lot the shopowner came out to help direct the cars into the lot. u see, it's at some oldish shophouse with tricky lots. but we were guessing he just came out to oogle at 2 fucking cool cars packed with beautiful people (hey __e was with us ok.) pulling up at his parking lot.
cool.
the belachan kang kong was damn nice, but the braised duck was pretty much a disappointment tho, it was ordinary, but passable. the tofu was subpar imo. i could've done better. but seriously, the kang kong was pretty much worth the trip. heh. and of cos i was feasting my eyes too. on __e muahahaha!
i jsut love friday lunches. with cars enough for 7 ppl to hop on, we could escape the monotony of science canteen to seek refuge in houses of culinary delight like what we did today and 2 weeks ago at holland v. wonder what we're goanna get next friday. todd suggested the 5 star chicken rice near my place. not bad, maybe i'd invite them over to stone? hahahaha. see how la.
but of cos la, my favourite lunch would be... ... ... ah well. i want to eat prata now. argh!
cheers!
yk ranted at 10:39 pm!
on Wednesday, November 09, 2005
upon the aimless wandering of the internet i chanced upon the lyrics of the lame song that yj found!
Dragostea Din Tei - O-Zone
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haa
x5
Alo, Salut, sunt eu, un haiduc,
Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.
simply hilarious. so i went on to find some more nice songs i have in my ipod. here's some retro stuff from the 70's. super retro, considering those poseurs are into 80's retro. but hey, do those brainless gits even know which time period they;re poseuring from? doubt so.
Somebody to Love - Jefferson Airplane
When the truth is found to be lies
and all the joy within you dies
don't you want somebody to love
don't you need somebody to love
wouldn't you love somebody to love
you better find somebody to love
When the garden flowers baby are dead yes
and your mind [, your mind] is [so} full of red
don't you want somebody to love
don't you need somebody to love
wouldn't you love somebody to love
you better find somebody to love
your eyes, I say your eyes may look like his
but in your head baby I'm afraid you don't know where it is
don't you want somebody to love
don't you need somebody to love
wouldn't you love somebody to love
you better find somebody to love
tears are running [down,] down your breast
and your friends baby they treat you like a guest
don't you want somebody to love
don't you need somebody to love
wouldn't you love somebody to love
you better find somebody to love
turns out i think this is some anti-vietnam war song. ah wells. certainly cant be a 'patriotic' song ya? well, vietnam was pretty pivotal in us politics and american culture, being the first war that they lost big time and incidently the first war in which colour tv was used to portray war images, resulting in the civilians back home realising the horrors of war instead of being fed romantic images of brave soldiers fighting tyranny, when the truth was just the government sending young kids to the front to fight unseen enemies. to make things worse, the cause of the war wasnt even just. it was a proxy war!
haiya, watever la.
and searches for another nice song
Love Story vs Finally - Layo & Bushwacka
Time marches on never ending,
time keeps it's own time
Here we stand at beginning,
and then goes passing us by,
And I, I, I can dream for us all,
I hope I'm in a better state,
When here and now crumbles and falls and you,
you, you who make worlds collide
I knew you'd come knocking one day,
unannounced like a thief in the night.
where do we go from here
time being nothing but time
i now have no fear of my
and no more tears to cry
tomorrow, tomorrow,
tomorrow means nothing at all
If we don't hear the line,
when today places its call,
and morning, morning,
Morning, won't ever be the same,
now I won't make the same mistakes,
Time and time again
Time and time again
So tell me how do you do
Finally I meet you
You don't know what I've been through,
waiting and wondering about you
I had a dream my trip would end up at you,
and now I know paradise.
ah, i just loved this when i was in sa. 1st 3 mnths those times. cos i remembered the tune was sooouper nice to groove to. just way cool. and it just feels good listening to this song. reminds me of those good carefree times then, and that one clubbing experience and the 73 chalet and all. irony was, i wasnt even from 73! haha. s11 (where i was from) was pretty alright, cept that they were too guai, so in the end nv hang out much with them.
and then late j1 is the start of my anime watching, esp in j2, watch dunno wat hellsing, gs, gsd, chobits, onegai sensei, and of cos BLEACH!
D-tecnolife - UVERworld
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi yo
kesenai kako mo seoi atte ikou ikiru koto wo nage dasanai de
tsunaida kimi no te wo
itsuka ushinatte shimau no kana
usurete iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara
hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare
toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretatte
kimi wo mitsuke dasu
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro
the 2nd opening of BLEACH! my favourite. but new opening not too bad also. ha! told ya guys bleach is damn nice last yr when it just started with episode one, but no1 listen. now every1 is watching la, even chows is. simply amazing. i tell you, yall sud trust my taste! its only Sky Captain that sucked. Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow. fuckedupshow.
and then arnd then also, edwin introduced to us Radiohead and their super experimental album. totally away from OK Computer. totally fresh and wierd. even the lyrics are wierd. sucking a lemon!? but this is my personal favourite from that album, Kid A.
Idioteque - Radiohead
Who's in a bunker?
Who's in a bunker?
Women and children first
And the children first
And the children
I'll laugh until my head comes off
I'll swallow till I burst
Until I burst
Until I
Who's in a bunker?
Who's in a bunker?
I have seen too much
I haven't seen enough
You haven't seen it
I'll laugh until my head comes off
Women and children first
And children first
And children
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
ok of cos this isnt the entire lyrics but i gather its just too damn wierrd. something to do with ice age comings and everything. u want to say this song is incoherent ur right. but u just cant deny that this lyrics does make a very morbid sense. aiya watever it is, strange that this song doesnt remind me of jc at all. it reminds me of those late nights out while camping in NUH in the day, and early BMT with its lousy bookout reasons.
life was hard then.
while it aint too great now, i've been thru more and worse than most of my peers, and i take pride in burning this bad karma for u guys =)
shall end this lame song/lyrics session to go sleep.
cheers.
yk ranted at 12:13 am!
on Monday, November 07, 2005
not very distracted today. cos __e was sitting pretty far away. and THE DICK lookalike is out of my sight, so at least i wont fume everytime i try to look at the lecture.
ahhh, sitting waaaaaay at the back has its merits. tho it does involve having to subject myself to the noisy intrusions of ppl coming thru the back door, and the hazel/christine li noise machine.
argh.
random strange thoughts. first to start this 'blogging' (i rather call my blog a bitching corner) thing in the force. then frits started. then eric and shimon. then pek. pek stopped. vince started. eric became sporadic. vince stopped after 7 posts. frits sporadic after enlistment. shimon stopped in elistment. eric's becoming damn sporadic. frits stopped. eric's stopped.
and im still going on writing random rubbish. ohh aint i great.
cheers.
yk ranted at 9:39 am!
on Sunday, November 06, 2005
finally, that gay yijia downloaded the chicken little advert song. dragostea din dei by that romanian friends O-Zone. remembered it blaring thru wkrz all the time last yr and i didnt rli like it then cos it was played ad nauseum. so was that even sillier song the book is on the table. walaoeh. i think the roof is on fire is a nicer ahbengtechno song. still, i kinda like it now. cos its damn cute! the chicken is!
so cute right!! omg must go n watch when it comes out. and also that narnia show, and harry potter. but sadly it seems like as though this season doesnt have too many great shows to look forward to leh. and thank god pek saved us from DOOM and we watched sky high instead on sat nite.
as much as it was made out to be a superhero show it was more bimbotic than anything la. even featured mrs toh. it kinda reminded me of Mean Girls. very much. and of cos la, the show was made better cos that gaypek and shee was going on and on abt inane things that happened, ie, milf, and pointing out that royal pain looked like mrs toh, or that the pacifier looks like some queer dildo.
ah well. too bad pek n eric's gone off to brunei for the nxt 2 weeks. will be quite boring without the usual bball/movie/sat nite dinner kakis. ok, maybe not eric, cos hes always pangsehing us for his alleged stay home and stone episodes when i think its the head-to-pgp-for-WUAHS sessions.
fyi WUAHS is Wild Unadulterated Animalistc Hot Sex. Courtesy of gandrew LeOng.
ah wells. friday wasnt too good as i expected. didnt get to sit in todd's sexy car cos we decided to stay in school, and __e didnt go for pract! cos she said she was sikh! wahlaoeh, and i suffered the whole day in sch just so that i might see her for that 2 hrs. what a waste. so fri nite is to be wasted stoning at home waiting for sat to come. how sad right. and sat was damned stoned cept for the movie outing.
and. DOTA! haha, damn long nv play dota liao, since i got into medsch. but 620 is damn wierd lah. i like my 584 best when medusa was imba and drow is sexy as ever. stupid fatty and clara, so pro for wat. and insisting on -ar is akin to making me play a whole new game! cos among those 36 heros i've only USED like wat, 6 of them, and only proficient in maybe 2 or 3 of them. and whhen i got revenant pek droppeed.
wahlaoeh. one chance to godlike and game ruined.
and worse, didnt even get to play bf2 or cs! a first for me in my entire lanning expierence.
haiya. pretty sad la, im forced to do NANT. no action no talk. ever since i laid my eyes on you 2 years ago. each time i talk to you or see you, im always thinking, why not? but why? and risk everything, including our friendship, and the atmosphere arnd our mutual friends? things that i treasure so much, esp the former? i know i shall not repeat the mistake of one i call a very good friend.
this tiiny little passion i have for you, im burying it beneath a huge pile of brotherly love.
love ya!
omg __e is so damn chio la. argh.
haiya, netters is starting to scare me liaos la, 3 weeks to exams and im completely fucked for it. i have no idea how metabolisms work for most of those things we eat, and respiratory physiology is as alien to me as greek. tho i think i can declare myself a semi-master of cardio now yay!
but rli la, our bodies are so damn complex, and it gives me such complex thoughts also. heh. lousie. but anw, to me, its like, during anatomy and physio lessons, our body is simply reduced to some very powerful and amazing self sustaining (homeostatic i mean) machine, simply amazing. and yet at times you wonder, it is still quite delicate as it is resilient. all the self correcting mechanisms ( just like econs! ) and defense just seem so impressive but yet, a simple stab wound or something as simple as a gunshot would put our lives to an end.
the irony huh. rli la, our bodies are such amazing 'objects'. and so's all of life, cos in the end, most, verterbraed animals have similar physiological functions as us and it is just so amazing. inverterbraes do have their own stuff to strut too. heh.
oh wells. but im not turning vegan, and no, im not going to subscribe to any 'intelligent design' bullshit. the 'theory' of intelligent design, or whoever who can up with it, is so being sacreligous to the institution and sanctity of science (omg lol the irony!) by coming up with this 'theory' which sounds more like a 'theology' than anything else.
natural selection. not divine.
cheers!
yk ranted at 11:31 pm!
on Thursday, November 03, 2005
im stifling a yawn now.
*yawnx*
attempt failed tho. sad la. but not as sad as when i finally murder THE DICK lookalike. wait, it wont be sad, it will be joyous for me and liberating for one. muahahah. omg im so full of shit.
haha.
okok gotta stop wayanging during tutorials liao. must actually do them. or i will even fail the subjects i like. then that would be disastrous. it will be disastrous just like if destiny plan would not succeed. i predict the end of the world if it doesnt.
ah, i've been wondering about this, someone once told me that her blog was some perverted diary. sounds like mine. but it aint perverted! cos its just an open voluntary voyeurism. i can almost nearly write abt everything here and noone shall know whats been going on. oh my, im a wierdo.
but rli la, some things i just cant write here. like if anyone ever chanced upon it, i will die horribly. but for my own records keeping sake, i shall write it cryptically muahaha. ok last night and a couple nights ago think vince was talking abt how he and cla flirted in sch and whatever la.
then smthn ran thru my mind. abt the same period of time also. u rli think i would want to pick a quarrel with one of my buddies for smthn so, so trivial. it must've smthn deeper. but of cos til now only SK knows what's going on. you see, __a__ means alot to me that i would just keep it silent, keep it quiet, and just lay low until when i felt the time was right. when the time would have been right, someone comes along. and then again when the time whould have been right, i enlist.
so sad right. so in the end, even __a__ herself doesnt know a thing. my my im stealthy sey.
cheers.
yk ranted at 1:19 am!
on Tuesday, November 01, 2005
its november liao loh! new month, closer to christmas. yay. always like christmas. but it means also closer to the EXAMS! omg shit argh. so damn lame la. i think i will fail CB track like some cheebye liddat. but damn lame leh, cos CA for the biochem track is just an hour worth of MCQs. hmmm. MCQs? then its like quite trivial la, like doing SAT liddat. to me, MCQ is a rubbish form of testing for lazy ppl. wahlaoeh. can agarate one lah.
anyhow do SAT also can get 1300 at least one la. do one extra paper then get 1430.
even SAT also smarter and incorporating a written part liao lahs.
anws, so vinsingh's back. yay! welcome home mr singh. taiwan must have been nice to you. you still look as prosperous as ever. haha! and with his return came with it a bottle of my favourte : (not __e) but barcardi! muahaha.
today bball at tanglin, with gandrew also. v long nv see that fat ass. good to see hes alive. then stone in town eating shihlin and then zhaoded. now im having to mug for tmr's tutorial. i could've ponned cos those fags are crashing, but no! i will do tutorial and mug hard for it cos i want to go for tutorial tmr!
see, im mugging so hard so i can spend that 2hrs with __e. im so damn sweet sia.
haa haa haa. ok then i shall go back to the spleen and pancreas. the 2 organs that are quite freaky and lame. and the liver also. pui! disgusting.
cheers.
yk ranted at 11:21 pm!
the collaborators *
i cant be fucked linking!
the photographic evidence *
lies!
the incriminating evidence *
everlasting .
depression .
melodramatic .
ORANJELAIR
-yk