on Wednesday, August 31, 2005
damn stupid day lah today. quite a few reasons its stupid. sart off with the early morning.
fucked up. wake up extra early and left home at 815, 45 mins to get to NUS from upp bkt timah sud be OK wat. in fact it SUD be an overkill. so i sat down and waited at the bus stop. fucking crowded 184 came. have to stand while being sleepy. not a good feeling. then the whole flyover area jammed like fuck, 20mins to get NP only.
fine fine. tahan.
then 151 took forever to arrive. clementi rd got some fucker accident and jammed up. 30 mins to get to MPSH to change to a2. saw jennifer so said hi. turns out shes running late. so i check my watch. wtf, its ALREADY 9AM! and tut starts at 9! like wtf lah. and A2 just refused to appear.
ran all the way from SoC bus stop to med library. pui.
but rli the most impt reason today was fucked is becos... didnt rli talk to ________e larh fuck. sucky. so sian. becos of that the rest of day i was like super shag and sian. haiz.
heh heh. but friday's going to be a good day even if it involves a long long long day and cadavers that totally freak me out.
cheers!
yk ranted at 11:39 pm!
on Monday, August 29, 2005
yay. a small success! =)
and that, makes me a happy person. ahaha.
cheers.
yk ranted at 9:04 pm!
on Wednesday, August 24, 2005
actually, its like abt the 3rd week into academic term and 5 weeks into school! sounds like a short time for an awfully traumatising period. especiall the 1st acad week, bloody hell u see ppl actually mugging! my gosh, like this period of time at jc, should be hanging out and slacking now.
i tell u, im just so stressed.
especially today's histo pract. look into microscope. must find dorsal root ganglion. wat the fuck! i see a bunch of pinkish and purplish cells! wat ganglion, issit a gang of lions? hurhurhur. but seriously la, todays pract was an utter disaster. i couldnt see shit for neurohistology. why neurons so difficult to see. damn cheebye 1 lor.
and for the 1st time i only just knew that there are actually NO blood vessels in ur central nervous system! wow! then how? apparently its some queer BBB thingie and stuff. yuck. so strange.
im like so damn lost la. lost in the subject matters, lost in this psuedo-RJC, and lost in my feelings also. so stress, like nv been so stress ever b4 lor, pui, wish i was back at the jc days, esp those crazy times at sa. too bad these med ppl dont behave like ruff xj david adrian do. too mugger liao ahhhhhh.
pheer me, i might just become the GOD OF MUGGERS one day, as they say, jing zhu ze che jing muo ze hei, great influence im in.
so decided to spare myself this afternoon, went to lunch with ex 6f ppl! yay. and mu lao hu is not so fierce now, surprising. and for a tigress you are VERY scandalous lah, cannot see that in u sia, wahahhaa. esp with Mr Mystery, the number 3, that is like how scandalous la. actually hor, in fact u sudnt have done science, sud go study film and make a love story out of ur life or basicially any of the love triangles in 6F wahaha.
-a modern day paper tiger is a scandalous tigress. ROAR!-
omg i didnt realise it! it was 1 yr and 13 days since this blog started! hahaha. interesting. so lets see why i started this blog last yr. must be the mugging. mug too much then decided to do smthn cliche. like starting a blog. or rather bitch spot. im damn bitchy lah, haha.
so i was reading thru some old posts. so sad, esp those few-months-b4-a's period. it was like the funnest time in cj lah, esp hanging out wif the gays, chow, ed, shi, etc. miss those days.
and yet indeed, while it was all so fun and we can be oh so close, time rli breaks things up. its just like today lah, when i bumped into chow on the way to YIH. wondering wat's she doing at sci side btw anw it was just strange la. it didnt feel like before, it just didnt feel like i know her anymore. it feels, strange and distant. only a cursory hi, and then poof, we're both back into our own bunch.
its really saddening lah, when u lose frens who are so close to u simply becos time has taken its toll. lets see, i dont think i've talked to her properly for 2 months already! wow. thats interesting.
ah well, they say time heals, i say it destroys. shrugs.
cheers
yk ranted at 8:24 pm!
on Thursday, August 18, 2005
medic! medic!
so can do 1st aid now. wow. im so proud of myself. so let's see, thats one, two and now three first aid qualifications i have.
brilliant waste of time.
ha! its sch tmr. hopefully get to talk to ____s___e...
sounds desperate and lousy. aha.
cheers.
yk ranted at 9:44 pm!
on Tuesday, August 16, 2005
school's been up for abt a week, quite hectic, considering the amt of stuff we did last week. first aid la, lectures la, and all the dunno what shits. lectures!! blardy hard to understand since iim a non-bio student. gosh 1st lect was wat, basic cytology. like wtf man, i could not catch any balls. and according to those who did bio b4, they said what they took months to learn in jc was covered in barely one hour here.
!!!!!!
wah lao. that couldonly mean one thing, that i have to mug damn fucking hard. argh. there goes the student life that i craved for the past few years. noo! and i guess my plan for 3rd year hall is quite gone also, cos clinicals involve hostpital postings and in otherwords, we become psuedo NUS students. oh wells, thats sad.
so right now im having required to do this fine balancing act of
1)mug
2)understanding what i've mugged
3)cca
4)the 'get-into-a-hall' plan
5)get to know the rest of the class
oh yah, class here involves 230 students. quite queer, i always thought class was a tutorial group. profs here refer all 230 of us as one CLASS. pui. confusingh.
really lah, im damn stressed out liao larh, trying to make the best of my life as a uni student, and also trying my best to become a GOOD doc one day. its not easy man, nv thot i had to work so hard after stagmont. sometimes i just sit and wonder, did i make the right choice?
was i mistaken in my belief that i can go through med sch? yes indeed i have heard that it was hard, and i was very sure i can take it. but that was months back. right now i doubt so. things are in a mess, and im still not close to any1 in the whole class. why didnt u gays just get 4As also and we'll all be here and havoc. i dunno if its goanna help, but right now, im having serious doubts abt myself and this life changing choice that i was offered and have made.
life's so stressful. and i dont have a hall. sux.
cheers =)
yk ranted at 9:05 pm!
on Wednesday, August 10, 2005
muggerishnestrositological timesaperzoon
heyhey, am i a surprised person. cos, im back to the mugger times. and its a good 8 months at least to the finals but why the hell am i mugging now!? cos the bloody lectures are un-uunderstandable! no bio background really sucks man, i cant catch balls. make me mug now late into the night even after a bloody long day.
pui.
went to check my hotmail inbox. nothing. wtf? then onto the junkmail folder, thats where the emails all went.
stupid filter. dont trust them i tell ya. so dumb and gay its more of a chore than a convenience to have them i tell u. quite a few interesting cca thingies to join. but right now im more interested in rovers and the hooked journalist thing. like the 2 things i like to do. play and write. ahaha.
marvellous. but have to do a write up by friday arh lets consult my timetable if thurs allows me to write a short article. and yes! it does, ends at12. but i want to go down to the EML thing to take a look, but its like so godamned late, 730 when i lessons end at 12. wtf sia, maybe i sud just make ying xiang come wif me. cos stupid shermaine pang seh.
friday hopefully got enuff time to go for both Hooked and Rovers. wouldnt miss either for anything on campus. except, of cos, for ____s___e muahahaha. jk la, thats lousy. but hey, wat to do, ____s___e reminds me of __a__. like seriously. and yatta! same tutorial group.
hoo hoo hoo.
aiya whatever la. but today not a bad day, finally got to talk to most of my "new og" aha. so maybe it wont be so miserable after all at medicine. pui.
still want to stay in a hall. haix.
cheers!
yk ranted at 11:53 pm!
on Sunday, August 07, 2005
quite a long time since i blogged ah? haha. heck la, whatever sia, cos sch is so fucking sians. and i've been too busy to actually go to sch muahaha.
honestly, sucks la school. fucking med soc seniors dunno what the fuck they are doing man. cos u see fellas, i have something monumental to reveal to the world. my faculty DOES NOT HAVE FUCKING ORIENTATION!!!!
oh my god. seriously.
like really seriously, is o camp enuff!? like wtf, only less than 100 of us actually went for that camp cos its capacity was waaaaay too small and i gave up my place so some stuck up rj fella could go n mix with his/her kind. bleah. and the medsoc is soooo damn disorganised la, wondering wat the hell they are doing as seniors.
come on man, even supposedly geeky faculties like sch of computing and engin is like so happeninglor, bloody engin went to sentosa for games on thurs and stuff. damn cool. and what do we have? a huge pile of saikang called float. like wtf man, im like sooooo going to do float lor.
fuck u understand, still want the whole fac to do float ar? siao. so float is like the only activity thats supposed to orientate us to nus life. grrrrrreat i say. so here i come fellas, tmr sch is going to start and wow i dont know anyone cept for xian, gsy and moses, and i barely have a tiny idea on how to get the fuck around school.
save me people. no wonder like i see the same few ppl doing float. cos its the rj cliques i guess. and their og ppl as in OG in orientation CAMP. raah!
but not too bad la, i managed to get my powerbook 15" ytd after a week of disasppointment. ha! now i've got to bloody figure out how to navigate thru macs. a first for me. =) but certainly im going to get a mouse for this thing. touchpad sux, mac or not. pui.
hhax, ok la gtg now lo, thot it wud be signs tonite but its that silly micelle yeoh thingie on tv now. suxx.
cheers!
yk ranted at 8:10 pm!
on Monday, August 01, 2005
why sch so sians. dunno why. like every1 so stuck up 1. maybe its the rj culture. so clique-ish and all. bleah. if only like got more sa or cj ppl i wud feel more at home.
ack.
thats y i cant wait to go for cca mtgs or wat. more normal ppl ahaha.
cheers
yk ranted at 11:02 pm!
the collaborators *
i cant be fucked linking!
the photographic evidence *
lies!
the incriminating evidence *
everlasting .
depression .
melodramatic .
ORANJELAIR
-yk