on Tuesday, November 30, 2004
ah ha! what a great day. woke up, turn on the new computer. watch gundam seed destiny episode 7 on the new computer. went to dl more drivers and forceware. then installed half life 2. then played half life 2 for the next 8 hours and here i am blogging right now. and at the same time installing SP2 on the new comp. wow! what a great productive day. wahahaha.
and of course, how did this new computer materialise? all thanx to all the toiling for the past nite.
gosh and was it a real idiotic nite. i set up the RAID drivers and all already, then went to partition the hard disks. so i was supposed to get a 10GB and 140 GB hard drives. so immediately after that went to install win XP pro, updated a few programs, took a long time installing all the hard drives and shit, and then tried to install half life 2.
it was already 2 am last night. and to my horror, there was no freaking d: what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck!? so spent the next hour till 3 reformatting the damned disks aagain and reinstalling everything. wasting time. bleah. slept so late.
oh well, but then when u finish installing everything, and with the knowledge that its your own computer that u built, the feeling is just soooooooo satisfying. ahhh. hahaha.
goanna be mia until saturday, got prom tmr, and then class chalet from 2-4th Dec. whoopie! shiok ar, hardcore slacking and playing now. be school-less feels sooooo good. =) cheers.
yk ranted at 8:15 pm!
on Sunday, November 28, 2004
yawnx. very tired. finished assembling that computer. freaking wires. hate them. argh. but its done. with the exception of partitioning, installing windows, drivers, and the assortment of games. hmmm.
games to buy : doom3, GTA:san andreas, Call of Duty, to name a few, wahahha im deprived. lets just slack mindlessly for once.
it feels good to be free!~!
cheers.
yk ranted at 10:11 pm!
on Friday, November 26, 2004
ahahaha, today's the real last day for me. oh yea fuck it good riddance bleahx. the s paper wasnt so bad, think i can tyco my way to a merit, or even better, a distinction. oh yeah! ahahaha.
went out wif the s ppr kids shimon albert weide thl and shermaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaine! went to scotts eat then used albert's haagen daas ice cream. yummx. what better way to end the exams than to just sit down at the tangs haagen das, eating good stuffs. mmm chocolates. slurp. think i owe shermaaaaaaaaaaaaaaine bday present ya, ahahha =P
then went to meet the gays aft dat. long time no see gays like ah hon + lts. wahahaha. think they're playing gunbound now. but i shall just refrain from lameness for awhile. gotta really make up my mind between a intel or amd chip, and via or nforce board. my heart's going for amd with nforce 4 ultra, but my mind speaks of intel. cheaper, ddr2 support, pci-e, etc. but i really want my amd laaaarh. zz.
haha, aint it great, just playing lan carefreely, talking cock like nobody's business, hanging out in town wif the greatest 'gays' to have ever known, oh well, its time to relish these times before it just goes away while we go away to tekong. bleah my eng is bad now. its just so much better now, a huge weight off my shoulders that were the exams. its just gone. g-o-n-e.
but dunno la, left earlier cos i didnt want sum1's bad moods to spoil the good mood im having now. the latter is something that i have in too few amounts for the past few months. aint it good to finally feel good. dont wanna it dashed, so went home, eat sleep and tried to go sim lim to check out parts. fucking place is closed before 9. -_-"
oh well, it just sets in now, u realise this. its finally over, life in cjc is finally fucking over, and aint i happy abt it. the stigma will always be there that i have failed the o's and ended up in crap central, but at least the stigma is in a past tense now, and i can live with that, with the addition of meeting great guys from my class in crap central. oh well, even crap's got its good stuff.
have fun now guys, cheers. when im free i'll just write about life in jc. when im in the 'ultra-self-relfection' mood heh. cheers.
yk ranted at 10:14 pm!
on Thursday, November 25, 2004
ITS FUCKING OVER!!~
THE EXAMS ARE FUCKING OVER!!~
REJOICE!!~
well, almost. but its over, so its festive colours for me, ahahaha. s ppr tmr, i'll have the real mood to party then, right now, back to physics quirkiness. bleah. cheers!
yk ranted at 11:20 pm!
on Tuesday, November 23, 2004
ok here goes nothing, the final dash towards the finish line. the last stretch of papers that are physics papers 3, 4 and 0. funny why they put paper 0 as the last paper when it sud be the first. comeon, we're supposed to be "better" so let us go first ya? so in the end every1 finish on thurs and i, friday. bleh, anyways, important things to do over the weekend. a list!
1) window shopping for prices at simlim!
2) go buy clothes!
3) buy prom nite clothes!
4) burn, i mean, collect and put aside notes and books!
but oh gosh, im sick today, headache, migraines for the whole day. and had a inspiration from chowchow. i should redo my SAT1. she got 1290 and shes redoing. so i sud redo too since i got similar marks. sux, really, so have to chiong to register for the jan sitting. haha.
announcement to 2t17! booked chalet at pasir ris costa sands liaos. 2nd and 3rd nite. 1st dec nite pek or vince is booking a room at york or mandarin. but whatever it is, keep 2-4th free! its goanna be a swell of a time with the great people of 2t17! =) haha.
blessed path, warriors! cheers!
yk ranted at 9:38 pm!
on Monday, November 22, 2004
today's the econs case study, drq and mcq papers. werent too bad, except that i think my case study and drq could have been better. certainly not my best, but hopefully it wont be that bad neither as to garner the "coveted" single digits. ahaha. mcq got a few damn gay mistakes, and some of the questions are pretty strage, nv see in tys before, completely alien. 1st qn i think i already wrong, unless of cos u tell me that the interest forgone is not counted. hopefully? cos i was thinking that u dont dbl count oppurtunity costs. right? ahahaha.
but thanx to joel i got my stagflation qn right. cos i remembered he was asking mdm indra in class abt wat was stagflation abt and i happened to be there to eavesdrop on that conversation, and the ways to tackle stagflation. looks like im right now, eat shit suckas! wahahaha jk =P
then went to watch incredibles at cini. actually chionged up and down orchard. went far east to eat BK, then chiong to ps to find out that there are no seats, rush back to cini just in time for the 2 o clock show. tension filled the air as we got the seats at the "secret counter", and the last 20+ seats were snapped up so fast, 11 of us were split to god know where. but it was an enjoyable movie, go watch it if u can kids! =) very much liked the family theme of the movie. hope it stems the rising divorce rates which i view as evil! blasphemous! argh, for the sake of the children if u wanna get married please see it thru! -_-''
talked abt interesting stuffs at BK tho, wif jermaine and shimon and edwin. of the 4 of us on the table, they are all catholics, and devout ones at that, while i, being atheist, was feeling kinda funny. but it was good, gave me another insight into these catholic people! ahahaha. but, no shimon, i still think getting ur body possessed by anything other than urself, be it evil spirits or the holy spirit or wat, is freaky.
and these trance-ish things are for real, and simply explained by biochemical signals in our brain. i, for one, believe in explanations of scientific grounding. simple trances and hypnotism that is performed throughout the world in various religions/tribal rituals etc. hahaz as they say, enlightenment is but a state of mind. think abt it.
dunno wat they call it la, but i still think getting "possessed" is freaky, and, if i may put it this way, overrated. but im not saying that its wrong. its just my point of view. respect mine as i would do yours. =) hahaha.
go and watch gundam seed destiny! ep 6 is sooooo damn cool! 2 gundams got owned by 2 zakus. shows u the power power power of pro pilots. like athrun zala! wow! muahahaha.
anyways, xj! u gay lah, nforce4 is out liao, and they come in 3 flavours only. 754 socket, ultra and SLI. sli no point unless u buy me twin GeForce 6800. preferbly the GT one ahahahaha. so i will stick with ultra if its out. cos the 939 socket is sexual muahahaha. can u beat my 100+ fps for HL2? well, thats projected anyway, hope it really becomes 100+ fps. heh.
ok gtg now stone. have fun kids, and remember, blessed path! warriors! cheers.
yk ranted at 9:10 pm!
on Sunday, November 21, 2004
a b s o l u t e l y u n p r e p a r e d f o r t h e p a p e r s
g o o d l u c k s
g o o d r i d d a n c e
i t s j u s t t h e l a s t w e e k n o w
d a a a a s s s s s s s h
anyways, today nv mug much. dunno y but feel damn fucking lazy. so i read thru that malcom frost thing to boost my confidence, even if its an unjustified confidence. the most important thing is to go and sleep early tonight. cannot suffer idiot mistakes like that physics day like dat due to a lack of sleep otherwise i will just shoot myself. bad.
sleep is of the utmost importance.
just read abt the new nForce4 chipsets are out now. oh fucks. will it be in time for me to buy immediately after exams? goodness, i cant wait to rip open that HL2 sitting on my desk and play liao man, that comp must get asap.
really, nForce3 chipsets arent dat good considering that nForce4s support PCIe and that is the one thing that will make the computer upgradable for the future. using the old chipset u will still be stuck with 8x AGPs while the rest of the world blazes away on 16x PCIe chipsets. aaargh. fuck them la why AMD nv invent their 64bit chips for PCIe stuffffs! why issit only for intel! so if im forced to it then i shall just change the whole system specs back to Intel LGA775 stuff. haix. i really want my athlon64! =(
so, a whole lot of dilemmas. time, cost, parts, and upgradability. and btw can any1 sponsor me a radeon x800xt please? for my bday. =) haha but in the mean time i shall just start to relax, and prepare for tommorow's exam. it will not be my last econs paper ever, and in fact, it will be the first of many more to come. muahahaha.
Blessed path, warriors! Cheers.
yk ranted at 6:20 pm!
on Saturday, November 20, 2004
mugless day. very sian.
the realisation that i need a gosu mark for econs paper 1 and 2 to get A
the realisation that i need a gosu mark for physics paper 3 to get A
it has hit me.
ouch. now i go and mug.
lets make up for a lost day with a nigh. shall we?
cheers.
yk ranted at 11:21 pm!
on Friday, November 19, 2004
wow, its over. chemistry as a part of my life is over, much like maths was, if i am to really pursue a course in any of the social sciences. ahahahaa. dunno lah, social sciences look fun, they arent boring, and it just looks good. heh.
but its over with a whole host of fucking careless mistakes that was the paper today. cheebye. like yesterday like dat. so many careless mistakes my physics and chemistry As are just burned. fuck lah. so damn sian. if i really dont get As for those, i will just be feeling so fucking shit until i will just go on a rampage, and do horrible things to myself. argh. self hurt! =P
anyways, went to get my half life two today. the box looks like shit, there is no manual, the 5 CDs looks like fuck, and its so damn ex. cannot support sierra and VU anymore, i shall buy stuff from steam next time. hmph. but still, the game will be damned fucking good. so sad my comp sux like some cheebye i shall b looking forward to booting up my brand new self-assembled (oh am i so proud of myself =X) computer and crowbaring headcrabs to hell. muahahahhaha.
okok so now enuff hype back to mugging. cheers kids.
yk ranted at 8:54 pm!
on Thursday, November 18, 2004
i feel so ashamed of myself. why? i brought myself down to a moron level by speaking to a member of the idiot caste of society. the mere communication with motherfuckers, morons, son of a bitch, or just simply, dregs and trash of our society has tainted me and made me marginally stupid. fucking ugly moron, just go home and fuck ur mom and keep ur ugly self to ur mom, and shut the fuck up. we could do less of ur kind, in fact, we should just purge you, or make u a cripple for the rest of your life. kneecapping i say.
xiangjiao: 26th. when are you coming back? dont tell me its late dec zz ahaha. cheers =)
yk ranted at 5:43 pm!
on Wednesday, November 17, 2004
its physics tomorrow. supposed to be my forte. supposed. argh. i hate it laaarh! i hate the pressures put on me, whether it is self inflicted or whether other people heap it onto me. yes i am proud of the fact that i have never gotten below an A for physics and chemistry before, with the exception of midyrs last yr for chem, but this source of pride has become my bane right now.
the onus is on that i must get As for both of these subjects. it is imperative that i get the As, lest i suffer the jest and mockery that will accompany the fact that i might accidently get B, or worse, a C for either of them. wah fuck it la. i just hate it when people always look up to u, saying, dont worry, so smart one, sure can get straight As.
but the fact of the matter is, i have my own doubts whether i can even get two As at all larh. im so damn worried that idiotic lame questions will come out for physics and chem that i will spend too much time on for my relentless pursuit of 'perfection'. like maths. paper 2. qn 27. i spent an entire hour doing that question which could have been done the easier mechanics section instead of struggling through probs and stats. look at applied maths. fucking easy, but i spent too much time on 27 i forgot there was a applied maths alternative.
and the worse part? i almost got the fucking answer. the steps i took were right. applying CLT, assuming rectangular distribution, getting mew and var, but the problem was that i took the wrong value of Var(Y)! so an hour gone to waste. all for a supposedly 5 marks. from tian chai if i had done that qn to become chun chai like those who left it blank.
argh. method marks anyone?
so, the pressure is on that i do well tmr. if not i will just suffer the consequences of being too lazy, careless, and complacent. ah i think the latter is untrue. at least i know i dont ban men long fu. just finds it irritating when ppl come up to u and act pro. haha. talked to shimon abt this self-perceived bigshot today. while indeed, that fella is a very nice person and all, in fact he has always been a great source of personal help esp on certain touchy matters, but sometimes the arrogance just gets on ur nerves. but i'll let it pass. it is that irritating-as-hell arrogance that makes him, him, and thats y we all love him.
of cos, sad thing is, he wasnt that idiotic last time. something's changed. its the exams ppl. its driving us mad. turning is crazy. turning us into political machines, cold blooded and insensitive and all. the exams are turning us into adults! ahhhh! and that's a bad thing, if u read the Little Prince. dunno wats the writer's name. antoine saint exupery or smthn. correct me here =)
argh. cant wait for exams to end and just let the die cast asap. just wanna be saved from the stresses, the madness and the quickened pace of life, esp since my last month was a terrible terrible month. never been more fucked up. hhaz. read the badweek part, just plain fucked up week, and to top it off, u get chucked outta the window by the one that is dearest to you. yawnx. life is unfair, and then again, what is.
hhaz see the date? its 17th. half life 2 was released yesterday. like, finally man, after 5 damned years and a whole 12+ months of delays, waiting, and lies by valve, its finally out. wanted to go buy today, but to my horror, its not shipped to sgp yet! argh, so preordered at egames and collect on friday.
but its ok anyway, even if i have it will probably just stare at the box and manual and just stare and stare and stare cos my comp's a piece of shit which cant even run bfv properly. haiz, 4 year old chunck, time for replacement. cant wait to assemble the new stuff. heex! ahaahaha. ah, for shimon's sake, see for urself if Alyx looks like ur soph. hahahaha.
i think so larh, really looks like ur fetish. lol! decide for urself my friends. creative warehaus sale over the weekend, and this really good deal on friday. half priced muvo2 5GB. 200 bucks for a quasi-ipod mini! hmm, sud i just ditch my dream toy for that? its half price lor. hard choice. maybe unless sum1 assures me i'll get my ipod mini for christmas/bday.
31st dec dont forget ok! =P
im so bhb. hohohoho. time to go back to mugging physics liao. not really mugging. just read thru to remember some impt details. and then over the weekend just grab a few more interesting physics texts to study for s paper. go get the book "Hyperspace" by mikio kaku or smthn like dat. cant rem his name tho but its this japanese born theoretical physicist who's into all these upper dimensions stuff. so u realise, the universe might exist as a 10, 11, or 26 dimension space, not just the 4 we experience. wow!
hahaha u know whats the irony of it all? im taking physics paper 0, teachers and alot of frens think im damn pro at physics and all, but the fact is i might not even go into anything tht is physics orientated for uni, and i dont perceive myself as damned good at it. engrg, sciences will be too damned boring. i want to go into social sciences, but as to which course exactly, im not sure. lets just get matriculated into FASS first then we'll talke abt subject choices. muahahaha.
speaking of ironies, go ask shimon abt what the UC1+2 said today. gosh, that is super ironic man, cannot take it. gosh gosh gosh so sick if i was there i would have just screamed into the UC and say, "oh the humanity! look at urself!" and drive a stake thru the UC's heart, screaming, if ur human im killing myself. ahahaha.
bye bye kids. lucks, and more importantly, skill, for tmr k! cheers.
yk ranted at 11:55 pm!
on Monday, November 15, 2004
gosh am i so screwed.
im anxious for the exams to end. and yet afraid that it would come. in fact, within 12 hours it will be here. im scared that im not adaquetly prepared for it. and right now, im terrified at the prospect of having the o levels bullshit fiasco coming true again for a second time. fuck la.
so damn scared! argh!
cheers.
yk ranted at 7:48 pm!
on Sunday, November 14, 2004
a little bit of time free between the mugging periods. haiz. tonight is another night where the oil will be burned till midnite. get it? burn midnite oil! hahaha! ok sorry the exam stress is indeed getting to everyone of us. muahaha. and every1, we must agree to option 15 of the self-proclaimed guru of all things worldly vinsingh's recent post regarding on the matters of de-stressing when mugging. wise words of the guru.
anyways, agree as much as i do, i did something else tho. went to list out the parts of my new computer. komputer for shimon. well, its all just theory only for now, read the hardware reviews, grabbed a few pricelists at simlim when my cousin went to buy an mp3 player there. turned out to be about $1800. wonder if this will be approved by daddy haha.
cant blame him tho if he says no. the op costs alot of money u know. haiz.
but still, it will be a top of the line comp featuring an nForce3 based motherboard, amd athlon64 socket939 3200+, 1GB ddr ram, twin SATA hdds on raid, and unfortunately a ati radeon 9800XT and not the X800XT. too damned ex lah, the fucking card costs as much as another computer. older technologies still work. haha. compared to this comp im using now, its a wonder. hmm.
they're right to say that games like D3 n HL2 are good enuff games that people actually buy new computers to play them. =)
gosh cant believe i said that. it just reeked of and was just pure G-E-E-K
who gives a damn. back to econs. oh wait, i think im done wif dat. maybe abit of physics to keep me awake and then back to maths paper 2. that is the killer paper dudes. argh. haha nice one shimon just smsed me a maths qn. good way to sharpen the mental blade. im bored dammit.
oh yea, today is fritter's FOC! festival of choice! so, wishing all u muslims out there, hari raya adilfitri! if thats the way u spell it haha. oh yah, i suddenly had this thought come to my mind. this is the reason why fallujah is being trashed by the us quite quickly! cos the insurgents are fasting and cannot fight properly. they also have to break fast when they're being shot at! wahahaha!
ok enuff, gtg now. byebye kids cheers.
yk ranted at 9:12 pm!
on Friday, November 12, 2004
ah, the monotony of studying. of mugging. the silence, and oh, the distractions. lets see, i managed 2 hours of mugging yesterday! *claps* congrats. so i have read thru some econs stuff. i think i have got tons more to go thru. am i prepared for the killer paper know subtly as "Economics Paper 3"? argh.
E for Econs. u think so? heh.
cousins came from malaysia yesterday. so i shall stay at home and entertain them. haha, maybe go n see the christmas lights? yay its up, and im happy. can u feel the joy of christmas in the air? its getting thicker and thicker that i can almost taste it. mmmm.
argh i am gaining weight. stress = eat more = weigh more. but what to do? as fritties fittingly put it, the trying times are here. perhaps i should indulge myself in watching kidou senshi gundam seed destiny ep 1-4 for the fourth or fifth time. haha! oh yes kids, show u a nice nice anime. just aired, ep 6 nw i think. v funny, and it features fritties Weapon of Choice. the zanmato. haha.
its bleach. abt some ghostbusting stuff. story is lame lah, but its quite nice in the end. and its not that long yet i hope, not so gruelling like naruto is. 100+ episodes!? gosh. catching up on 40 episodes of gundam seed was quite tiring, 100 is going to be crazy. heh. but im not the anime watching kind like pek is. so im selective. muahaha.
gooooosh, the nurse me n ed saw that day was just hot. yum. cant stop thinking abt it. must be the exam stresses. ok go have fun kids, cheers.
yk ranted at 7:10 pm!
on Wednesday, November 10, 2004
reached school early today, with a serious lack of sleep. im one who is used to sleeping 12 hours on non school days, or more! and yet today i went to school at 930 and i slep at 2 the night before. bleaurgh. but it was ok, it was for the inaugural sports day! yay.
brought my bro's badminton racquet. light and good, got balance and all, but the grip is fucked up. its old and rough and it gave me yet another fucking blister. haiz. poor smacking skills combine with bad racquet. stupid alvin keeping raping me on the court. i hate u! haahaha jk. visibly improved was yyg! tricksy now sey yyg, and to think last time u cant even get a simple shot. pro sey. heh.
morning was talking wif yyg and spending money. andrew n me realised that when we walk out of the house for school, we carry abt over 500 dollars worth of stuff. for me, it'll go like that i think.
discman = 150
glasses = 200
handphone = 330
wallet = 40
average $ = 30
bag and stuffs = 100
about 800 dollars. gosh, i didnt know i was carrying so much money around. then we looked at yyg. that guy is loaded man! he's got like over 1200 at least, cos of his bloody expensive glasses. ask u arh, who spends 550 on glasses alone! so i remarked, walao got money also not spend liddat right. but as usual, he being the critic he will retort with an idiotic comment first, then think. but its ok. we still love u cos ur rich.
gosh so rich. but he claims he carry very little cash arnd. i'd rather do that man. cos right now, there is this one toy that i want. muahahaha. remember ok! its my object of desire for this season. its small, its chio, and its simply irresitible. no edwin, im not describing that nurse we saw today nor m i describing any fetishes. haha. this is it. nice right? my birthday coming leh! *hints*
so there. its an ipod mini. get the pink one, its the nicest of them all. but dunno leh, ipod mini the battery life is like sai. 8 hrs. ipod is arnd 12 i think. dunno lah, when buy that time i'll make sure i buy from king wai. must give him commision ya! heh.
remember kids! its 31st dec. hehe im so bhb. got good response from the t17 peeps, sud go n book the chalet at pasir ris already lah. hope still got space for 2nd 3rd dec. lets pray hard ok kids! but right now i have no money. argh sian sian sian. but if can get it its goanna be a good time. haha! but if cannot then lets book the one shimon reccomended. the haunted ones at changi point where its very far away from civilisation.
gosh, as usha puts it, shimon is into cheap thrills! hahaha. okok i go study econs now. cannot get E for Econs right mdm indra? hurhurhur. byebye kids, have fun, stay alive, its just under 3 weeks and we will be liberated like iodine is liberated when u add conc H2SO4 to NaI. cheers!
yk ranted at 8:33 pm!
on Tuesday, November 09, 2004
hmmm great, we get a breather now. thank goodness for deevapali and the hari raya long weekend. arent u happy? i am happy. and its thanks to AROC and FROC that we have this super long long weekend. sexual weekend that will be filled with econs revision, physics practice, statistics muggin and organic madness. occasionally filled in with some porn, food, and hopefully badminton with the class.
its been a long time since our last inagural sports day peeps. looks forwards to its oks! *smilex*
hhaz, today's maths wasnt as bad as i anticipated. sleepless night last night for nthn. the paper was challenging. sufficiently challenging, and i love challenges. challenges sharpen your mind. it lets u know that u are on top of things. it lets u know u r better. and when u realise that u can overcome the challenge where many others failed, u cant help but put a smirk on ur face that u finally know that you are, among the avante garde.
ok thats damn dicky. but i still love challenges. there were a few challenging qns. and some of them are quite easy but they are coated in a shell that screamed "difficult" but when u read the "2 distinct roots" part, ur mind becomes o level mind and that qn is just dumbed down. dumbed down so much i just realised i got a careless mistake. my number line cocked up. so im down by a total of six marks liao. fuck lah, factor in other careless mistake, my A might be gone. now means i have to chiong paper 2.
lucks for paper 2 maths next week.
chem yesterday was the same also lah, just very challenging only. esp qn7, the differentiate between 2 compounds one. think it was fun, but i spent too much time on it. and fuck environmental chem. i forgot everything abt water treatment. so i just said, the harmful effects of this was toxic. that? toxic also. all those? all toxic. ah fuck it lah how i know what nitrates and phosphates and al3+ do to us right?!
bloody motherfuckers at cambridge and their guai lan questions. i suddenly remembered what sirhan used to tell us. u must ace these guai lan questions to get the elusive A1. think i didnt ace them that time. thats y got A2. ah fuck, but now B is not an option! i want myAs! and then the money that comes with it, scholarships, planned career, and then a self orchestrated meteoric rise to the top. mmm that wud be nice. but i dont ask for much, just a 5 figure salary when i turn 30. at most 35.
then i will be satisfied. and look towards the future. hmmm.
short term goal : ace the damned exams. that is imperative at the moment. hahaha. watch out world, im coming after the A's and the army fiasco. but wait a minute, can i have a few extra bucks right now cos i want want want want want an ipod fo christmas/birthday!
actually an ipod mini cos ipod battery sux cock. big time. heh. cant blame me, im audiophilic so i want big capacity. small mp3 players dont cut out for me. and then again im into the chio chio look for stuffs, so only ipods will do. muVos are ugly, screen so small, and Zen is the embodiment of ugliness.
Gosh, its november already u know kids, i just feel so happy now, cos christmas is right around the corner. christmas makes me feel happy. so do the christmas lights along orchard. they're up! ooo now i feel a surge of hapiness. loves it! needs it! after all, i had the roughest week i ever had recently, and the most cheebye sunday i ever had. hmph, rejection on sundays? bleah.
i will forever loathe that line, much like secret keeper will loathe his famous "cant do the way u do me" one. bah!
haiz, heard from jermaine today abt moaner's plight. oh fuck that frenemy. i mean enemy! what a ultimate dicky thing to do to moaner ok. tsk tsk tsk he sud just be shot and killed and hated by everyone. i still find it damn hard to believe how he is sort of "linked" to me thru the social circles of friends. for him, its enemies. i find it just plain apalling! fuck shit motherfucking cheebye yuck yuck yuck i cannot take it.
moaner u sud just use ur skill. death within 10 meters. reminiscent of Hero? hahaha Jet Li rox. just get ur damsel and kill the evil hunchbacked hermit that has his sick loathing eyes on ur fetish. slay him like how we sud slay slant creatures on this planet!
gosh. ppl like that are so sick they really drown the festive mood im having right now. argh. hahaha. i shall try too keep spirits up tho. upbeat and happy. cheers ppl! and happy deevapali!
yk ranted at 9:37 pm!
so ppl, lets try to be happy and chripy ok? heex. found these nice pictures. woohoo my fave tv show. maybe the only tv show i watch. blame me. i have no life. haiz. gotta start studying chem now. good thing bro dlled more music. i forced him to. now theres Keane, Grenday, New Found Glory so far. haiz damn sian cant find The OC 1st mix. even its sold out at hmv. fuck u all idiots must u all buy now? cant u leave it for me? grrr. cheers ppl.
on Sunday, November 07, 2004
Or feel your touch that i adore
I dont know your face no more
Its just a place im looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well
I dont knowyour thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I dont understand your heart
Its easier to part
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a another time
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know
haiz. im just contemplating. perhaps i should jsut write __a__ another letter, saying how lousy i feel? or sud i jsut forget it all. its been a hard week, thinking of ways to trying to forget it all. it aint easy. and with that comes a huge pile of shit known as the chemistry and maths papers 3 and 1 respectively. yawnx. jsut hope i can press a button to gurantee AAAA and just let it all disappear. just want to disappear for awhile. its a wierd week, haha.
yk ranted at 1:17 pm!
on Friday, November 05, 2004
ah what a funny dream i had last night.
i dreamt that eric gave me an ipod. yeah.
strange eh, haha so there! hints! go get it for my bday!
31st dec heex.
cheers ppl.
yk ranted at 3:14 pm!
on Thursday, November 04, 2004
ah, the beginning of the end. the final event that would mark the end of my life in JC, and with that, cjc. wow am i sooooo glad its all over. glad and sad. strange feelings welled up, suffice to say its a bittersweet feeling. who cares anyways, its the beginning of the end, the ending event of JC life is simply the A level exams!
woot.
so today's GP. interesting questions raised by the good ol Cambridge fuckers. Ms Lim remarked, be prepared for them, they like to throw surprises at us. surprises indeed. entire essay paper, not a single question on politics, terrorism or education as a social issue. the only thing that remotely resembled a politics question was the one i did. the reflective ones were too damned hard, but hot damn, lucky the quotes were understandable, not some stupid shit said by George Benard Shaw that went "Youth is wasted on the young". huh!?
qn : Can small countries have a significant voice in world affairs? spastic question, but i did it anyways, seemed to be an easier option that the others. so i went on 'ranting' abt the stuffs, and actually i twisted my points to fit my examples. what i noticed was that good examples rake in the marks. who cares if its not very good points. and so i did. went first off to define significant voice and small countries and used that as a basis for the points.
think i included points such as being small is no deterrent to having significant voice if u have the military or economic might. 1st 2 paras can become one huge point, with British Empire, Hanseatic League, and Venice as examples. then voice as in the ability to air ur grivances. so i spoke of the UN. and then voice cos other ppl respect u. Singapore. Then the retrospective of my essay i included USA as the big country big power example. hope it can garner me an A2 i pray, cos that is what i want to achieve, and the prerequisite to NUS Medicine School. haha, eric wants to try so lets pei him ok! =P
go n relax so went to watch this show
ladder 49. its like suddenly went to watch. very good show wat, me n joel thinks its worth 7/10 in our opinion. im so sad cos the main actor die. main actors arent supposed to die! u lousy motherfucks go n kill him now i feel pitious for that guy who died. think is name is jack something. ah whatever. dunno y pek thot this was a lousy show. must be his warped senses. haha so he went to watch shark tale with his bro. i think i'll watch that tmr. probably go out with seechai. which brings me to this!
HAPPY B'DAY SEECHAI!!!
so there, hes turned 18 today! congrats u silly guy. may the next year be much much better for u. bless u with all the good things in this world, cos i really have burned lots of bad karma this year. so u must get good ones the next ok! 18 now, so can i ask u a favour? help me buy the hard stuff u find in liquor stores ok? heh.
stupid yyg make me run in the rain, across from the douby ghaut mrt station to the park mall bus stop in the heavy rain. even people in umbrellas also got their skirts wet, so can u imagine us, 2 dicks clad in blue, running thru the huge puddles as deep as our shoes are, getting drenched at the bus stop. haiyo. go up the bus so damned cold. brrrr.
oh good thing also, yyg agrees on the chalet thing. so im thinking, 1st dec vin booking a room at the York, 2nd and 3rd dec nites we book a class chalet for the class larh, duh. 3rd nite probably have a class bbq. gotta arrange with alvin japhar for him to organise the class, but i think i'll leave the booking and bbq stuff to ourselves. perhaps u want to invite the 1t17 ppl along? then pek will be a happy man.
dont forget the gb u promised vince. im waaaaiting. hohohoHOhohoho
smthn wrong with my comp. its fucking things up again. damned spyware putting unsightly links on text of websites i go, crashing google search engines also. fuck u spyware, ur a motherfucker. fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u. so there. cheers peeps, remember its OC tonight!
yk ranted at 7:40 pm!
on Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Today is new vocabulary day. In prepartion of tmr's GP paper of course. The word of the day is simply prurience/prurient.
examples of its use is the same as all our natures! believe it or not! thus, the sentences is as such. Prurience is a virture. be proud to be prurient. that simply because i am.
Exercise of the day, go n figure out what it means. easy link www.dictionary.com so there. have fun u kiddos.
cheers
yk ranted at 7:40 pm!
on Tuesday, November 02, 2004
haiz what a sad sad day sunday was. am i happy enough to smile? no. and yet on the retrospective, am i happy enough to cry? no. the pressures of the time now refuses to allow for such swings of emotions. bleah sux. i can only hate myself for being so sentimental, so slow, so indecisive, so afraid of the fallouts, and just too afraid to carry on. and add to this, the fact that so many other people make it all seem so damned easy just really kills u. and how they can get over one and go for another so quickly? thats just amazing.
i know i cant bear to do that so quickly. i forsee myself being gloomy for the next 6 mnths. oh well, what to do? i am but what i am. overly sentimental and sensitive. ouch.
haha, anyways sat was fun, went to sch play lan, but gay frits didnt join us. sad. sunday was a bleak day. but then its still a pretty fine weekend, dad's recovering very quickly from that op, and just found out that the cancer didnt spread. just that now the urologist wants him to go for chemotherapy as a precautionary measure. harmless i hope? heh.
yest, it was tues, went for the morning runs at macritchie. with a twist of course. apparently the 5km route was too easy for yyg, so on the ntie b4 at the massive chat session he suggested going to do the 10km route. sch-mac-sch. crazy. and then shimon go n action beydey say its no problem! ahh! walao, see all these fitness freaks like yyg pek shimon then i sian diao liao. 3 km i KO liao they want to run 10.
discount abit, so went to run 7.4km instead. take bus there run there run back. quite an achievement considering that i have never ran more than 5 clicks at a stretch. any more than that is really good. heex.
then aft that tried to mug in sch. if u ask it, i think its a dismal failure. after finishing the acjc paper 2 maths, i stoned while looking blankly at the vjc chem paper. fuck the chem teachers for not printing out the damned answers for us, resulting in my attempt at the vjc chem paper a useless 2 hr fiasco cos i m not bloody sure whether my answers are right ornot.
from what i heard, the econs dept actually went to the length of making their own model answers for other jc papers and put them in the library for us to refer to while doing the papers. and the chem teachers just held onto the answers, hoping for us to beg for it. comeon, get a life. u dont really expect us to fawn over u to get the fucking answers? cos im sure u dont deserve it. just share it dammit.
for once i think i might get an A for econs and fail chem. if that really comes to fruition i owe mdm indra a big big treat and the chem dept a beating. hohohoho.
so gave up doing crazy papers and went to play bbal with the gays. frits pek drew vin sc n chows. ok gays and one lesbian. hahaha! but then according to the andreian prediction, after the rain, there is a hour long window for us to play bball. so we did, and exactly 1 hr aft that it started to rain kats and dawgs. play dnd lor.
and i totally agree with frits. environmental hazards like the ocean and whirlpools pose a greater danger to our party and mighty evil sorcerors or evil ax wielding fighter guild chieftians. so there, it was a lame adventure that gave us 300 measly exp aft 2 hrs of trying to get out of a portal and swimming to the surface.
thanx to sc for pei-ing us to go marche for dinner. haha nice gays must be rewarded, so he was koping our food. not that we mind, makes us feel better too, otherwise feel bad for dragging u along. yum yum crepe is nice, and esp cheaper that day cos pek got the $20 voucher from shell. nice gay. good gay.
today dad got discharged. so all's well that ends well, pray he gets a swift and whole recovery. haha looked at his CT scan films. his kidney is really big, and ugly. pui. now its gone, and it weighs 1.7kg according to the pathological report. thats a huge sonofabitching tumour man. but even up till now i wonder how does cancers arise in the first place
argh dunno whats their problem but some ppl have so many hp numbers its driving me mad. 4 hp nums! siao! so i sms her waste 4 sms for nthn. -_-" hahaha jk!
okok i try to mug physics now. cya. cheers.
yk ranted at 6:43 pm!
the collaborators *
i cant be fucked linking!
the photographic evidence *
lies!
the incriminating evidence *
everlasting .
depression .
melodramatic .
ORANJELAIR
-yk