on Tuesday, August 31, 2004
woot today's teacher's day, also known as the last day of school for term 3! haha! walking up to class saw shimon's favourite sophie at the canteen, and then i saw SNYG at the sc room aft dat. wow, fritter n shimon fave 'sluts' within a minute of each other lol. and then dunno y got quite pissed when i got to class. for some reason it was locked and there was noone in class. wtf man. its kinda like if u want to go out and play bball (u gays! argh!) at least leave it open right!? or wait till me or yyg comes along right! gay. but im cool wif that, im not one wif a short fuse muahahaha.
the concert was actually a quite fresh concept and well planned by the new student council. im actually proud to say that the new student council rox. they definitely rock more than our crappy senior SC argh that kinda sux big cock man. lol, i daresay, the new sc would almost be as good as sajc 28th student council (did i get the number right? our senior 1) haha. key word, almost. nothing could ever replace the experience of Saintezeia.
to 2t17, can u see usha and shimon in those pictures? heh heh heh. cant find myself nor arthur tho lol maybe we're too handsome for the ava club haha.
anyways lets not digress, even tho thats what my entries are mostly about hehe, the teacher's day concert was great. well planned, good acts instead of the usual cca acts. unfortunately, terrible planning on the ava side pretty much spoilt the whole thing. oh well what to do? u cant expect them to be perfect. the best part of the concert had to be the ICS dance. damn cool lol!
gave lots of gifts to our dear teachers of 2t17, once again, HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! haha! hope u all enjoy the well deserved break tmr, i mean right now, its late already lol. and then the activities after the concert was quite well done too, although the part abt the classes having to set up booths can be improved, in my opinion. it can be expanded to classes having to open games stalls, etc etc lor, and that to be strongly encouraged instead of just telling us cos i did not know we had to do that until sat when shermaine said "wat abt the carnival thing arh." carnival thing? but i kinda liked the atmotsphere today. really enjoyable, better than the national day nonsense. got a nonstop rock concert, various inter class games going on at the same time.
in fact, it reminded me of my sa cca orientation and basically all the games day of the orientation. it was just wet, wild and huge loads of fun. WET. and the pe shirt was white. colours! lol!
anyways, went for LAN just now, ownage on iceworld i tell u, muahaha. quite shots of awp caught ppl right before they picked up their guns, and all. i could almost get back the feeling man. oh yea, and to that moron on the other team, some other guy at egames, awww too fucking bad u suck and had to be shot by me. im not just good awp, im good at everything, and its just so motherfucking sad ur ass was smeared over the map with my .338 lapuas. maybe i sud just throw down some flowers at ur grave?
sore loser sia, come and say wat "SGT (my nick) are u only good at awp cos u arent that good." if im not that good, then y is ur name always behind mine, with the artic there right in between them? issit cos u suck? i think so. nobody told u to walk across that center path when i had it covered with awp mine? or even walk across. lousy. so fuck off u motherfucking son of a bitch. be thankful i didnt go look for who the hell u were or u wont be alive now u motherfuck.
i hate bastards who try to act sey when they have been soundly beaten by u. ha!
the coolest and best part of today was this though, on the bus with vince frits eric and yx and guess who we bumped into at the sji bus stop? lester and david! cool sia, long time no see, and i can see clearly that lester is still lesterous, and the cripplelord still lives up to his name. went for lunch with them at BK. really good to get together with old frens and reminisce abt the good old times. ah well.
quite sian i failed my gp essay. my form was totally fucked up lol! 20/50 yuck. out of point. luckily got language marks to save me phew!
edwin: yes the goreng pisang stall on the road in the middle of nowhere haha how can i forget? RM7 worth of them was quite alot of finish heh. but its pretty recent tho. heh.
jing: Handsome is a nice guy who just so happens to be quite horny in his thoughts. fortunately it remains in his thoughts only so dont be so angry la! hahaha!
oh yea im so happy! the gay of a malay has not spammed my message board for a long time already yes yes yes! woohoooo! another reason to be happy! olympics is finally over! and that means that the 11pm shows are back on, and hence, OC IS BACK! WOOHOOOO!
I go to bed
I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin'
I tossed and turned all night
The next day came but not a beam of light
I fell out of bed laced with spit and sweat
I'm supposed to feel better
yk ranted at 11:20 pm!
on Monday, August 30, 2004
reached home from nite study quite late, and who's fault was it? very simple the motherfucking truck that was parked at the cj bus stop's fault. that ass park there then i was trying to flag the bus and then because of that mofo the bus driver didnt see us and he just drove past. it would have been fine but since its already like wat, 10pm? the next bus took a bloody bloody hell long time to come thank god its 186 and i can take it. chao chee bye.
and then go to the other bus stop right, i was quite tulan liao, then right, waiting for 67 so fucking long finally see a tibs bus at the scgs bus stop from the bus stop i was waiting at. then for some reason it took a long time to start moving. apparently the traffic lights werent letting it pass. fuck u traffic light, so in the end the bus sat at that stop for the better part of what i think was 5 plus minutes. okok fine finally it moved, and hey look, it turned right into whitley road instead! wah lao i was quite pissed lor.
maybe the reason for my pissedness might be the fact that i did not do much study at today's nite study. talkling abt mechwarriors, futuristic guns, shimon's frenemy and enemy lol! so in the end only got a lil part of stoichiometry and inflation into my head. ok so what is now the Ar of the CPI? wait a moment they are different subjects!
that is the testimony to my hard work tonight lol.
reached home, wow the stuff arrived. interesting packaging the supplements come in. it resembles 98% concentrated sulphuric acid tubs lol! if not for the label anyone would have mistaken then for chemicals. lol. hope these stuffs will bring me success! comeon oh yea!
tried to go for the 5 scoops for 1 dollar ice cream at swensens today with pek and fritters and because it ends at 5pm, we chionged to toa payoh central swensens. it was like chiong all the way there la, and then what, the promotion is over dammit fuck fuck in the end spent like 10+ dollars for a decent ice cream haha. oh well. but i think pek got conned he spent 13 bucks on this really puny piece of grilled fish heex sucka.
and then discovered something today, the goreng pisang pek intro'd us at the toa payoh its damn good la! not hard and unsweet. it was crispy, juicy and soft on the inside. it absolutely resembles what i imagine TH miao taste like muahahha. just kidding! lol
and right now i have one thing to say to our guardians of knowledge and mentors to our intellectual growth, our teachers la for the rest of u,
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
goes especially out to my teachers who will contribute to my future academic success. yes, it was not possible without all of you =)
tried to burn the ultimate techno compilation and then i realised something. my ripped files are in *.wma and not *.mp3 fuck! so like that my burner cannot burn. sure, win media can burn but its at 2x. fuck it im not burning it now. heh lazy bummah!
ok gtg off now pretty late imma get my mind ready for some potential LAN rapage tmr. muahaha. take care yall nites.
yk ranted at 11:59 pm!
on Sunday, August 29, 2004
heh its only the 20th post now. and that means one thing, it calls for a celebration! yeah right, but the actual cause for celebration now is not some number of postings i have, but rather, i have finished studying for physics! yes! unbelievable but true! im done with reading the content now i can concentrate on problem solving skills and other subjects. as i told myself already, tmr is econs day, and most of next week is chemistry and maths week.
what a great revision plan huh. im really ought to pat myself on the back heh heh heh. i mean, heex.
went to do weights training today, strangely my arms arent that shag now. maybe tmr i will feel the aftereffects of handling weights. ah curse the pain, if only i could just take a pill and pass napfa, instantaly. that would be great but of course the truth remains that napfa silver will only come with hard work. so's my A A A A muahahaha.
and then again it could be that i have already become stronger and have to put more weights muahaha! that would be a pleasant surprise actually. however as much as all these nonsense exercises go, im quite worried about my prelims actually. its only like 2 weeks left and i have barely done about half the revision. in fact, i even doubt my ability to claim an A for maths and chem. econs? forget it. its like so difficult to get a A grade case study, drq and essay and thats like over 75% of the marks le. haha, the sad truth of life.
thinking of sad truth of life(s), i think that it is real real sad that this world has no place of idealists. our world is just too cruel. no matter how much u try to think that humans can be good, somebody will stab u in the back. no matter how much u try to erode vice and crime they always come back with a vengeance. which is why, sadly, i realised now that being political is extremely important.
yes yes i know im a slow learner it took be 17+ years to figure that out. but well, better late than never. always better to say "hey u look so wonderful today" when u actually mean "aw shit man if there was a fashion police they wud have executed u for a capital crime" lol. so to hell with noble notions of truth and chivalry and whatever and just be a politcal, two faced backstabbing motherfucking son of a bitch. yea. liars rock.
which is why, sud i change my url back to lairinglair? hehehe. i mean, heex.
oh yes, good makan reccomendation here, go to the people's park hawker center and eat the yong tau foo there, its great! cept of course, the 20min long queue is quite a turn off sometimes, and so is the bloody place itself its so damn stuffy but the wait paid off when the food came. the tau foo was, well, heavenly. i can only imagine how TH's (the real TH) tau foo taste like MUAHAHA ok fine im evil sorry yall im not a sex deprived monster like fritters. hahahaha!
so jing hui dont say im a pervert cos im not! really @_@ im such a sensitive nice guy. right, chui zi ji de la pa.
ok shorter entry today, boring sunday with nothing to get me started on ranting. not even song lyrics cos im kinda sianed now. oh well, cya all nites take care cheers.
yk ranted at 10:29 pm!
on
no fever no bird floo for me but it was a unique saturday heh. woke up at 9, and amazingly the night before my bro slept earlier than i did! wow! that idiot always sleeps at 3am on a school day. i wonder how the hell he copes in school man, that moron. fortunately hes smart and scrapes thru exams. but dont want to see him fuck him his only exam the A lvls in 3 years time. i mean, comeon ur in a thru train but dont let that get to ur head lol!
and guess wat? that guy is still playing the accursed game priston tale lol! think me managed to hack and find a way to play it for free now. hes a 6x fella now thats hardcore. they changed the arena mini game, think hes raping the monsters right now. its early morning but i aint tired. think im gg to chiong physics summore.
just finished studying most part of forces and dynamics, my strongest part in physics heh heh cos its so maths-ish and has great potential for calculations, which i think i excel, and least potential for having idiotic memorise-spitout questions like modern phyisc, and i suck real bad at that. whoops. so i think i will be quite affected by the new physics syllabus it kinda stresses alot on explaning and wordy stuff, too lil on the calculation part.
please comeon man, its all abt calculations. not some lame theory students can cook up with some good bit of memory skills, but unable to apply in proper numerical laden questions. words are for the wussies so fuck off man. lol.
its all downhill from here. bleah. but thats a pretty nice song too. i like that, and i dont think its played on radio. saw it on MTV some weeks back, think many good pop and rock stuff u can watch on MTV but not on local radio. imo local radio is too much cheesy and cheap pop too little good stuff. in fact, i think i saw Linkin Park on MTV like during sec2 with "crawling" but apparently they were famous when im in sec3 lol! a year ahead of the trend muahaha.
Its all downhill from here - New Found Glory
you're hiding something, cuz it's burning through your eyes
i try to get it out but all i hear from you are lies
i can tell you're going through the motions
figured you were writing out your partonce again we're playing off emotion
which one of us will burn until the end.
Catalyst you exist to pull me down,
You contradict the fact that you still want me around,
its all downhill from here,
and all downhill from here
Your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness
Reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss
i can tell you're going through the motions
figured you were writing out your part
once again we're playing off emotions
which one of us will burn until the end.
Catalyst you exist to pull me down,
You contradict the fact that you still want me around,
and its all downhill from here,
and all downhill from here
its thanx to vince actually for reminding me abt this nice song i saw on MTV when he burnt his cd to school lol! hes the kind of fella who practically listens to everything, cept electronica i'd guess, and finds out abt these funny never hear before rock punk songs. at least u listen to quality. cheese kinda sux.
So anyways this morning went to transfer the cash to order the supplements from the arthur's shop of choice. but honestly, imo, that business model is quite a difficult model to run and to get more well-known. i mean, u dont even see the shop u dont even know who he is and all u know is that they have a website and a bank account and u transfer money. ok, if im a 1st timer without any1 reccomending me to buy from them i wont lah.
but since art's got his monster maxx from them for quite some time, i'd figure its worth the risk for prices lower than gnc hhaz. oh yea, PVL Nutrients is officially endorsed by WWE. cool.
monstrous indeed. then went home to sleep for an hour or two woke up at arnd 12 and rushed to city hall to meet gay fritties to go for the psc scholarships seminar. poor poor whoosh couldnt come cos she wasnt invited, and becos the moron that shermaine called said cannot bring any1 cept ur parents or teacher. i mean that's kinda lame right? so in the end sher came alone. haha. and very late too. it was like over half an hour into the seminar when she smsed me "im finally here" or smthn along that lines. gosh u must learn to be punctual!
so sad, didnt see any familiar faces, nor did we see TH. or my afternoon wud have constituted another activity aft the seminar instead of homeward bound. it wud have been TH stalking muahhaz! but she wasnt there, and fortunately UC 1+2 wasnt there too phew phew phew.
but anyways there was like so many people larh, i think got almost 1000 peeps. if every single one of them applied for psc scholarships, then when will it ever be my turn!? yuck. i'd better work hard for any source of funding for my desire to fly off sgp man.
and then again looking at the stuff the scholars get to do, and them sharing their experiences and all, it really just hardened my resolve to get one of these and escape the cramped life we have in singapore. honestly as much as the UK is just a chilly island, its still a bigger one than then one we have here, and they have much more interesting neighbours like france and spain instead of what, malaysia n indonesia? gosh lol. and the oppurtunities offered because of the civil service was just tremendous! and my liking for travel and desire to live overseas naturally attracted me to the MFA stuffs. heh what better a job than to promote ur own country and assist ur own countrymen while living at another country. preferbly of cos eurpoe or america heex.
indeed, fear me world, i will blaze the trails yall.
then i went home and continued sleeping. think i slept alot today, explains my alertness at what, 1.36 am now? lol it has been half hour blogging already huh, time flies when im having fun. right.
oh yea and caught the yu tian tu long ji on tv just now. cool now that wuji is a bloody stud. 4 girls like him man. too bad hes all too stupid and full of his noble ideals that he sud just be evil and bed all of them. after all, the girls in the show arent too bad looking muahaha. he just reminds me of one of my sec4 classmates in nj, heard hes got 5 girls that like him. haiyo. lucky dick. if im half as lucky i wud have been the most fortunate person, but sadly, that is not to be.
fate it seems wud have other plans for me in that part of life, but i dont particularly believe in fate. craft ur own destiny and live ur life, ur own life, not anybody else's and certainly not one that is left to the uncertainties of fate. for me i wud like to have my whole life charted in front of me right now heh.
since that is not possible i wud just make do in trying my best to get wat i want, and right now, its a bloody scholarship cos sadly i dont think my family can afford the exorbitant fees the UK unis charge. the tuition fees alone is already more than what most singaporeans earn! wtf sia lol. luckily im not interested in medicine. or it wud be worse.
now now comeon u agencies and head hunters, im a perfect example of a scholar. =) =) pick me!
bah enuff of self praise lol. thinking of more shit to write. the write stuff, the right stuff. but alas the time has come for me to go off cos the physics notes beckons.
there we show u funky chicken,
whats that u say?
there we show u funky chicken,
whats that u say?
lai lai lai lai lai lai lai lai lai lai
so there this post is done. *dreams of HL2 on a super high end computer at home* cheers.
yk ranted at 1:09 am!
on Friday, August 27, 2004
feeling quite cranky and tired now. the reason for the lethargy must be the inhalation of the chemical fumes during today's chem prelim pract. and all the lethargy and chemical intoxications i feel like i failed today's exam. it was so fucking difficult and i think i screwed the QA absolutely. not just screwed it, totally fucked it up lol!
must be the last minute revisions. must learn to never trust them no more. kinda sux really, last min revisions just make me forget things instead of remembering them. better start to harcore mug for a lvls now lest i get results similar to my mockery of exams. the maths mockery was, well, pathetic. 53! fuck sia i have never gotten a D for maths ever before. maybe this time round just like the mid years the mofo teachers decided to mark stricter. nevertheless, it just totally fucked up my friday when news of mathematical failure reached me.
will i get an A that i must get for maths? or will i falter in the quest for the elusive gold just like i did in the o levels. history best not repeat itself, i must assure myself, but i believe my mind just does things that make it go the other way. each time i do work, i find excuses to stop. each time i try to remember something i will kinda feel that it is not so important. am i that fucked up and mentally irrevorcibly changed after that 5km 3 times a week + pristontale fiasco during april-june season?
perhaps it did, and im paying the price now for playing that fucked up shithead game priston tale that idiot jeremy intro'd us. haiz jeremy u ought to be shot. and that idiotic weight loss programme. at least that paid off i lost 10 kgs out of taf "club" but still in the fail napfa group. but i really will be damned fucking pissed if i enter the army this december. i swear to u i will be. im putting lots of effort and money into it right now i better do 5 pull ups by the end of it all.
and then again i really do want to stay home for christmas season not just for christmas. once again, fuck u mindef.
however, i swear to u if dabbling into napfa improvement right now is going to cost me my As in prelims i will throw them all out of the window and just concentrate on studies.
fuck u mindef once again, for ur insensitive policies.
and then, another fuck u is dedicated wholeheartedly to the gay of a malay argh! fuck off already! eeeeyer. u know, someone in my class, cant remember who but the fact of the matter is that he said, y dont u just declare war on the gay of a malay. sounds bitchy, but yea that idea seems good. maybe i should just reveal to everyone who the gay of a malay is and so that he can finally discover that im actually referring to him! yuck! in fact he just msged me on msn. bleah.
by now you should know who im referring to. yeaurgh.
aft sch mom n dad picked me up and we went for dinner wif bro. then they broke the news to me. as of this morning, august 27th, my hamster TH is either missing, or worse, dead! ahhh! precious TH missing!? i know u r violent and have wierd sexual tendencies towards THF but you dont have to run from home right? the story goes like this, on the morning the side door, u know the kind of cages with low side doors so u can connect tunnels to, came off and TH apparently ran away. i checked it the night before it was still there wat.
sigh, so i was just sitting down eating dinner with a broken heart. awwww.
then, a miracle happened! lol! its just so damned funny! dad was looking around the storeroom for keropok i think, then he saw something furry flash past on the floor and under a bunch of shelves. after moving out the huge shits in there hoping not to crush TH with them, finally caught her! woot! muahahaha! ur back into the cage now muahahaha!
yupps, so thats the end of the hamster story heex! and now of a musical one, i finally found the "korean trance" played in the korean club scene in the collateral movie i caught last sat. it is in fact not even korean lol! my ears deceive me when i was in the cinema. fuck u ears. its called "ready steady go" by paul oakenfold. what a cliche name ready steady go lol.
but its pleasing to the ears. the melody that is. but around now theres this movie i so want to watch man. its the bourne supremacy. saw the trailer, looks so damn cool lol! but not sure if i can make time to watch movie. sigh. my life now is just school gym study. i take my inspiration from Mr Edwin Ferroa. great grades, hardworking, good fella and the miracle worker for his napfa lol! from barely 2 to 5 in three weeks u are pro. so assuming i get my first pull up in a month then i should pass it within 3 months but then it would be at toapayoh.
do feel good edwin u have the great one's honourable mention.
some words now.
nat : no nat, im just super efficient at producing them muahaha!
art : thanx u balls a million for those tips ya? if i get silver i dedicate it to u n yyg. haha! the fitness freaks of 2t17 with conflicting methods. lol!
oh yes gotta tell this now lol shimon ur going to be sooooo jealous. u know, like totally jealous haha! went down to play bball today after chem pract and then guess wat? ur favourite sophie is playing volleyball! training day huh. and then looked at the other bball court and its another of ur favourites! its the scgs maid! hahahaha! u can just cry now she was wearing something better than that near transparent sc pe shirt u know. its sleeveless with huge holes for the arms and her arms arent exactly that huge. unlike TS's thunder thighs and arms lol!
not listening to nice songs tonight. in fact im listening to something better than nice pop rock songs. its beautiful. its simply exhilarating to listen to. it speaks to your soul. its trance. yes. http://www.di.fm trance channel right now woot! oh yea, on the geeky side of things, half life 2 is NOT going to be delayed i hope because preloading on steam starts now! muahahaha! finally Mr Freeman, u have come back to our computers! visit http://www.steampowered.com
too bad i wont get to play HL2 nor doom3 because as i said before, my life is now school gym study. and my computer sucks shit haiz. and right now, im contemplating redoing the message board because i kinda lost my password for this one thats y everybody, u see the gay of a malay spamming it. i cannot take this anymore, saying all the things i said before. hope the gay of a malay finally catches the hint then i wont have to resort to deletion. yupperx.
ok thats it for today friday the unbearable, good nite turning in early for tmr's scholarship seminar. so sad the next friday wont be any better, it wud be friday the GP prelim day. cheers!
yk ranted at 11:19 pm!
on Thursday, August 26, 2004
today is day 2 of my master plan to fuck mindef. so went to the gym with shimon and gay fritties. utterly busted my muscles today. haiz. too weak liaos i cant even do a proper 20kg bench press. little wonder i fail my napfa haha. coupled with that finally decided to buy the stacker brand of protein supplement muahaha. hopefully can start to stack on the weights at the gym. ok that was lame.
today was physics prelim pract day also. not too bad, the experiments were easy to set up and all but for the oscillations question, fuck! my graph was screwed like some motherfucker like dat. it was a near perfect graph and then a point that was waaaaaaay out. lazy to redo it so i faked results. sly sly me. hehe. dishonestly IS the best policy.
today is quite a stone day. cant think much except for precipitates and colours of solutions. oooh chemistry practical cant you just be as easy as physics?
oh and totally fucked up the njc prelim 2003 physics mcq. i got a low low low low low like fuck 17/30. read thru it and realized something. i should be more careful la! it wasnt a difficult paper. really. its just super tricksy. u be tricksy mon.
next mcq paper i do, its either i crush it totally with perfect score to regain my honour, or i shall forever wallow in the shame of perpetual carelessness. heard the nyjc paper is tough. but not as tough as me. i shall conquer u milo coloured people muahaha!
idiot stone jc ppl set such a stoned paper making me so stoned right now i cant continue writing no more. fucking tired. must rest really early for a looooong day tmr. but looking forward to tmr, aft nite study, LAN! woooooooot! vincent, i have something to say abt playing cs and other games with u u know. "come i challenge u 1v1 dare ornot?" sounds familiar? HAHAHAHA! DELIBERATE!
XJ : so sad, so sad, get a new wireless keyboard la!
fritters : u do this u gay, u copy and paste the whole code into ur template right where it says < - - b e g i n s i d e b a r - - > or something like dat. paste after a < / u l > cos that's where one section ends and it draws a line. understand? in the html code u just read what is the content of this section of code, and figure out the commands. its quite easy, just tedious sifting thru the html and java.
everyone else : help me think of a way to stop the gay of a malay from writing in my message board its so spammish and fucking irritating.
gay of a malay : go away and catch the hint already. i know u know u do. catch it if u dont. its about time for u to act upon it.
listening to one of my fave songs now. it just makes you think whether you yourself have been a victim of californication itself! the attack of cheap popular stuff from the sunny state in the USA. AND the overimportance of one's superficial attractiveness. remember everyone, beauty is only skin deep its what's inside that counts. then i kinda suck cos im full of disease and defects. however according to shimon, Mrs Poh's son, its a bad song because it advocates cali-FORNICATION. bleah lol lame and gay.
Californication - Red Hot Chilli Peppers.
Psychic spies from China
Try to steal your mind's elation
Little girls from Sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It's Californication
It's the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It's understood that Hollywood
sells Californication
Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging
First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of Californication
Dream of Californication
just finished with QA so, nites yall. cheers.
yk ranted at 11:05 pm!
on Wednesday, August 25, 2004
whats with proteins huh. its like the magic food nowadays hhaz! always had been quite skeptical abt it but for once, for the first time, im going to try it! dunno if it works, but hope myoplex wud work the magic of 0-5 pullups in 3 mnths heh. also must not forget my standing broad jump. i failed by 10 cm but michael tan was v slack so i sorta passed. bleah. dishonesty sux but it kinda works here. so i better pass my napfa in cjc lol!
so just had a super long chat with shimon, deciding between 3 protein supplements. honestly, i think these supplements have real stupid and silly names. ha! its myoplex, stacker and nitrotech! hohoho! if the names dont bowl u to the ground laughing wait till u see the packaging. its like concentrated 98% sulphuric acid tubs! and im going to eat it! im really looking forward to its amazing taste.
but actually im looking forward to the workout, and with luck and lots of hard work, the day i pass napfa. then mission accomplished. fuck u mindef muahaha! hopefully it doesnt screw up my revision for a lvls. it wud really be a terrible tradeoff if i get 2 mnths reduction for NS and then go to poly aft jc. yuck. the malay route. sux.
heh dad collected the new car. brand new shiny corolla altis. sleek black in colour. so sad, u can tint the windows black. then it wud have been so damn cool looking! goodbye good ol' green civic hello corolla.
the process leading towards the new car though, got me thinking quite alot. the civic is about 5 years old and cost abt 96k at that time. with financing and all, it boiled down to abt 5k per year on instalments. the corolla is brand new, sleeker and all, and only costs 4k per year. so its a pretty good trade off huh, getting a new car and paying less! but honestly, wtf policy is this sia, because of super low COEs now we get cheaper cars, in the end used cars wont sell. hahaha! its so lame. wierd world i tell u.
whatever it is, many happy miles ahead of the corolla!
oh and right now, i tell u, that gay of a malay is being sooo irritating! ARGH! get the hint and fuck off already. read this now and please do so. poor poor message board ur getting tainted with every post sigh.
anyways, a good song here.
Accidentally in Love - Counting Crows
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause
I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on Turn a little faster
Come on, come on The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
am i despo? or what. maybe im not yet in love. the right person just aint here yet. maybe im just in love with the idea of falling in love. ah whatever it is, its just a whole load of tosh. im in LOVE with mugging and good results now. yea.
vincent : hehe imo he is sialan and so are u cos u all can do so much and i cant. think of it as my silly form of jealousy huh.
mark : fuck u dont waste my message board space. i got the message on msn already. gosh.
anonymous : "i im anonymous and i have alot to say about you and u cannot tell me how u feel abt wat i said or anything because u dont know me!" is that what u r driving at?
mad world.
TAR kinda sucked today so im back to QA. mugg mugg mugg nites all cheers.
yk ranted at 11:57 pm!
on Tuesday, August 24, 2004
felt slightly good today, went to do weights with arthur pek and vince. i shall not be denied my rights to a proper december holidays because i fail fucking napfa. anyways, so today did resistance training, and train specifically the pull up muscles! haha! but i think right, theres something wrong with my triceps. today did all sorts of tricep exercises but it is not hurting now. in fact, during the workout my body hurt like fuck, and i almost couldnt continue towards the end of the 6 sets. then now, like 8 hours after the workout, it does not hurt at all! issit normal? issit expected? or am i too slack? gosh this fucking sucks. i must become muscleman i tell u.
speaking of which during the time at the gym, wow theres this He-Man la. so powerful and so sialan. come in str away do 40kg bench press then become 60 and so on. moron. so strong. and its not like 60kg do a few reps. he kept pumping! gosh. crazy.
so decided to buy the protein supplements. the faster route is sometimes the money route. will be spending like 60 bucks on them. money down the drain, adding to my financial woes. sad huh. terrible!
just got a letter from mindef. fuck u morons what the hell do those motherfuckers want from me now. turns out to be a letter ordering me to go to DSTA towers auditorium on some saturday (give me a weekday dammit fuckers) for a certain "vocational assignment". just had a chat wif gorilla and he said his commando selection test said the same shit. so do the pilot test ppl. hopefully it is not commando, or worse, naval diving unit. if its pilot or something else i wont mind muahaha. then i can be rich quick yes!
dont send this purpose-less letters u morons wasting paper. its a scarce resource dont fucking waste it. so just tell me what am i going to go there for so i dont have to call. heh. wasting resources cjc is doing that too, and they are being complete idiots abt it. mr chuah forced me to go and get this motherfucking form signed after i forgot abt it. argh fuck it. and its not even a serious document la! its a fucking joke i tell u. its just a stupid letter to let our parents know that school ends early now. think abt u all, 1 a4 size paper for each student. that makes out over 800 pieces for the whole cohort! u know how many trees are killed for that useless piece of shit? u know perhaps because of this few trees less, some other fella around the world might die because of carbon dioxide suffocation? or oxygen deprivation? ok im just being lame here heh.
play hearts with chows, garthur, alvina, and then with chows, vince and shimon. pek joined us later, but i tell u, shimon gets the most of today's Hearts Championship Awards.
The Most Number of Bitches : shimon poh
The Most Number of Points : shimon poh
The Most Malay and Stupid Attack : shimon poh
Greatest Loser of Us All : shimon poh
hahaha! i tell u, hes either just suay, or just plain lousy. i think the latter is more correct to justify his malay stupid attack. who plays the bitch (queen spades) at the start of his turn? shimon. and he got the bitch. who plays king spades for no reason so that pek can throw out the bitch? shimon. walao. that is so foolish man, i tell u haha! but good game anyways, and thanx chows for teaching me this quite, fun, shimon-trashing, game heh! shimon! try harder next time! i know u r bluffing.
ok quite shagged after the gym nonsense. working on diet plan again. must lose 5 kgs to reach 79. then i might have a hope at pull ups. motivation = fuck mindef i want my holidays.
yk ranted at 11:19 pm!
on Monday, August 23, 2004
dead tired. and i mean, totally and utterly dead, and its like doubly fucked up when u absolutely feel super fucked already. its one bad thing compounding on another bad fucking piece of shit.
dead tired for a simple reason. left home at 630 reached home at 11pm. and the time spent between that is school. non stop over 15 hours in school! i think i might have broken a personal record. spent that time quite productively actually, after school which ender super duper early at 1, went to study in school till 5, then went for night study. wow amazing huh. managed to complete revision of electromagnetism today. and i mean, absolutely complete. im supposed to be the master of electromagnetism. i pWn3D j00 F4r4d4Y! on top of that finished the TJC physics prelim. quite an achievement.
these top 5 jc papers, they are just different and more challenging than the utter pieces of shit we get for papers here. so fortunate that my tutor gave out this huge stack of 15 other jc papers. take a look at them, wow, they absolutely pwn our school papers. great practice, let my mind sharpen its already lethal edge muahaha. in time, i shall murder all who tresspass me with the blade of intellectual prowess. fear no evil papers or monstrous questions. and thats only physics. dont get me started on econs yet. cjc econs mcqs are just the a lvl type. no kick at all lor. but the only shit thing abt econs is still essays. take my time to perfect it i'd guess. heh.
bah the other reason that this day turned out quite shitty is that stupid napfa test i did in the afternoon. fucking screwed up my run. no matter that it was like 2pm in the afternoon or super hot or whatever, but i failed myself. i got 12:36 timing. that is like waaay to shitting. i deproved larh! that is like so fucked up and utterly demoralizing. and then pull ups fail as usual, big fat zero. shuttle run deproved by .2 secs, meant from gold standard to silver. bah. sux.
looks like the only silver lining i can even get out of this fucked up cheebye cloud is that i realised how unfit i am! and enlighten urself with this yall. if u fail napfa u gurantee december enlistment. in otherwords, a lvls finish plus one week im in the fucking army. fuck u mindef what the fuck is ur problem. we are jc students. we are the creme de la creme and u dont give us fat unfit shits no break from our stressed out lives!? all u can spare us is one fucking week!? FUCK U MINDEF for being so damned insensitive. planned to go backpacking, super christmas party/gathering, bbqs, and so much more shits with my class. and if i fail my fucking napfa, ie no silver, then i can just put those outta my mind. again, fuck u mindef. hope some mindef fella reads this. fuck u. i hate u. u suck shit bitches.
because those idiots, morons, cheebyes, bastards, sonofabitches, motherfucks there obviously wont change the enlistment dates, i have 2 things to hope for now. one: wat mr michael tan said was bullshit and i still might end up in march enlistment if i fail napfa. good, but improbable. as teeko as he might seem to be im sure hes not a lair. two: within 2 months i shall work out magic and get from 0-5 pull ups. immpossible? maybe. will i do it? u bet i will do my damned fucking best. fuck off u mindef shitheads im getting the holiday i deserve. do NOT stun my christmas u motherfuckers!
oh yea, pek is a sikh now too. hes Xiao Bhai. haha! rofl! so right now, we have a new band member, Lance Bhai-s who will join our chart topping boyband N'Singhs!
Wonderwall - Oasis :
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way
I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
actually i think only the 2nd last verse kinda tell what i feel now. the road ahead is winding, bright lights distracting. but i tell ya, i'll get there someday. i will say the things to you now. yea.
yk ranted at 11:26 pm!
on Sunday, August 22, 2004
went around to read shimon's blog quite an interesting read. check it out lol but his last post kind of got me thinking. if someone trudges on your toes what would u do? tell them straight in their faces to fuck off, or just shrug it off and put in a bit of subtlery hope they will take it. apparently shimon took the latter by posting in his blog. appauld ur move. many people will realise their mistakes and pressure them to change. hope that wud happen to ur dicky fren. hope hes salvagable not like David Keynes Lim Ze Dong haha!
if ur reading dis comment here ok shimon, dunno y ur tag board doesnt show on my screen. anyways, if it was up to me i would do this to anyone whom i think is not performing to their best. u suck get ur act up. or something along that lines. maybe yall havent seen me do that yet cos we dont have much oppurtunities lately haha. words of encouragement always works in my opinion but when i have done my best and someone comes to me and say you suck, then fuck off motherfucker. appreciate the fact that we are doing our best and just keep quiet.
sounds grossly like the gay of a malay u know, cos that mofo also kinds of demands unreasonable things even from us. so its like ya, dont like that gay of a malay. a fine example: used to play 2v2 wc3 on his team. i wud usually go for a slower build to cos its my style. appreciate the fact that its my style, i play best that way and never try to force ur views/styles upon me. heh heh heh. so what, in the end owned his ass over lost temple on frozen throne wif human.
and quit warcraft after that. it was like abt a year ago already my skills must haf rusted to nothing-ness. remembered playing that idiotic ffa wif andrew leong alvin japhar and others a couple months back. did have micro skill but still lost out on strategy and quick-ness. so focused on beating andrew, in vain, that when alvin came with super cheese attack kenna raped. oh well, old story. no more games for me for the time being, except for this game reeking of quality.
THE STUDY GAME
it was kind of a warm afternoon though, spent wading through the pile of econs notes, worksheets and essays while sweating a downpour. at least i finished studying the labour market, which i kind of suck pretty bad at, second only to govt marcoeconomic objectives. hehe. if only she was here to coach me. ah that would alleviate the sufferings, and perhaps motivate me to actually remember the facts haha. but sadly, things didnt turn out the way i wanted, so im studying alone now with the swaying of the treens on bkt timah outside my window to accompany me, lost in the tunes of trance music, eyes deep within the stack of notes.
in the end i studied only till 6 then went to watch table tennis olympics. fuck sia singapore lost. haiz thats really very suay la, its a repeat of sydney 2000. so it will be 4 more years before our next chance. i think we didnt get the bronze, or any medals at all, is sole because li jiawei is kind of afraid of koreans. especially noisy grunting koreans. whats with the north and south korean table tennis peeps do they have to grunt before every service? its like chao irritating lor. gosh, they ought to shoot themselves. dont like koreans now.
was watching the NDP rally, huge bore actually, so stopped halfway. remember, our key to survival is for us to think dynamically to adapt to the circumstances. think. adapt. u know, darwin-ism.
oh yah i've got this feeling, that this highly very ultimately irritating guy in my messageboard is none other that the gay of a malay himself. fuck u "ykisgay" just fuck off man. u go suck cock urself alright. eeyer if its the gay of a malay then i gotta like, erm, think of a way to ban him. and if is really him then i have to tell this to u dickhead that dont u get the fucking hint already i m daoing u for a fucking good reason quit harassing me. moron u just dont get it issit. maybe u just aint subtle enough to detect such subtleries. maybe i should just do what i should have done all along and just said earlier in this post. go tell right to ur face, u suck quit bugging us. but i wont risk tainting myself to bring me to speak to him. heh.
no edwin, i still dont think im a meano.
quite tired even though i woke up at 12 today. its only 10 now, but its like there's weights attached to my eyes. must... sleep... so i shall go pack my bags tmr, there's napfa dammit argh! alright nites all, cheers.
yk ranted at 10:42 pm!
on Saturday, August 21, 2004
its saturday and i had to wake up so damned fucking early for the mockery of a maths exam. ah, head was aching from the cramming on the previous night lol! fortunately, it was quite do-able. those that i studied for i could do and those i didnt i couldnt. so it wasnt so bad, only one qn on vectors so i skipped that. the rest was quite easy, and the APGP question almsot brought a tear to my eye. sigh. it was so familiar because i had done it in a lecture theatre down at malan road. gosh the memories. anyways, finished the paper quite early went to continue my slp on the desk after finishing the haribo sweets. chewie chewie.
aft dat went to town to makan wif frits yx alvin shim osm. saw TH on the 132 and me n fritters decided, lets play a game of "stalk the TH". quite strange, TH going to town and THF not. wierd indeed. but so sad, so sad, because the situation was that TH didnt stop at far east. figuring she might be going to the embassy road. lol. or maybe going to scandalous wif her bfs? lol, letting our imaginations run wild whole we walked to taka.
reached kfc there then something real idiotic happened! we were like eating our own stuff and talking our own stuff when this motherfucking asshole was like staring at me or frits. he just stood outside kfc and stared and then started scolding us and then walked up and down the corridor and scolded everyone. what a motherfucker. and guess wat? it was fritter's race of choice. at this rate, i might just start to hate them for being so idiotic. gosh i tell u, if that bastard came back, i would have gouged that son of a bitch's eyes out of their sockets for staring at us. fuck off man. but come to think of it, he might just be really spastic and escaped from woodbridge. no matter. he offended me and now i hate him. die u motherfucker. hope u fall into a roadside drain and drown in a puddle. chao chee bye.
but put that idiotic incident at the back of my mind as we went to cini to watch collateral. no twins effect 2 at cini thank god otherwise yx wud haf gone to watch that. hehe. quality i tell u, quality, was the word to describe that show. michael mann did a great job and cruise and foxx acted real well. the story was damn good also and quite fresh, not some stupid fight/action/blood fest like AvP. it was extremely fun to watch the contrasting personalities between the protagonist and antagonist. one who respected life and pacifistic, while the other indifferent to the loss of human life, killing with cold bloodedness and efficiency. the gun battles were succicnt and to the point, and wasnt over done. damn cool sia.
real glad didnt waste $8.50 on some kns 90 min show, or on a corn pop movie reeking of cheap-ness and dry, the result of hollywood squeezing every bit of money from dying franchises.
talked with fatty just now, and we were mentioning our hate for stupid people who arent just not contributing to society, but also make it worse! and these people are none other than those fucked up bengs mats and stupid gangsters. cos fatty said there were this 2 mats and their gang who were going to fight at the hawker cntr near his church. bloody hell these idiots dont realise that they are quite a detriment to our gracious society. dont let ur stupidity make u stupider for goodness sake. go to an ite, hell, and make ur pitiful existence useful, even if its barely. ah, wat to do, those kids are just stupid with too much aggresion in their blood. they sud just fuck off and die. heh.
i know i will make myself useful and succeed, or die trying. so there. muahahaha.
success, singapore was just like this close to it in the afternoon's table tennis match. so sad, the north korean was the better player in the end, even if Li did beat her 11-0 in one set. so close, yet so far. hope she can win a bronze at least, and not have a repet of sydney. but i think right, that korean's pre-service grunts and shouts was distracting Li! foul! unfair! it must be something like "for the dear leader" or "for NK's nuclear programe!" or something. how distracting. haha senses idiotic comment here.
so sad, put that anguish into doing the econs corrections and studying abit. haha. small success on my part, managed to do quite a bit before doing this post. after this maybe i should just read up on some notes. next week's the intensive revision week so i gotta be real prepared man. 2 wks to prelims and counting. time flies too fast. way too fast.
way too fast for me to at least hone my econs essay skills! argh its like so damn difficult to memorise so much things and linking them all up, its almost like biology! and as if that was not enough, the essays are like super unstandard. so im never too sure how to answer the question, how much to write, what to write and the time. time i tell u, is never on any1's side for econs essays. its just so fucking difficult, trying ur best to study for it and no matter how hard u try u just stumble because u cannot do it properly. i hate to think of it as a lack of skill on my part, it depresses way to much. but i think it might just be true. im not cut out to do well for econs. thats terrible. thats sad. thats fucked up. yeaurgh.
so drown sorrows in some jay chou music pek burned for me. quite nice! in fact, i think its very good! no wonder his so popular. he deserves his popularity. i think its quite an insult to label him as the eminem of chinese pop. its insulting to jay i say. eminem's nice to listen to but the music kind of sux. jay's got the melody. its good. the saddest part is that i dont quite understand half the things hes singing and its not his mumbling of the words but rather my poor linguistic skills. haha. sad huh.
sad to say my chinese kind of sux even though im chinese. its really horrible and now i kind of regret not doing or putting the extra effort into it. yes i know it wont count into uni entrance and all those bullshit but still its culturally importand. how are u going to access the rich culture if u arent fluent in its medium. reading literary classics and sagas only have their worth in the original language. yes yes there might be translations for great sagas like hong lou meng, san guo and so on, but i think it lacks the depth and meaning. but its even sadder because i dont understand lots of words if its in the chinese medium.
regrets. think its might be my pri sch chinese teacher's fault for being so fucked up and killed my interest then. he effectively made me hate chinese since then until my redemption this year lol. well, my bad now, dont blame others. remember kids, be proud of ur heritage, dont be mofos who discount their heritage in favour of one that doesnt welcome them and scorns them instead.
wow. 40 mins ranting here. ok, finally out of stuff to rant abt. random rantings. haha. nights.
yk ranted at 11:36 pm!
on Friday, August 20, 2004
my gosh! the week ended so quickly and now its friday! if the time wasnt the exam time i wud haf been overjoyed but this means now that the week has ended. looking back, not enuff work done! oh no! maybe that explains me trying to cram all the gay maths formulas into my head right now. right right so Sn = a(1-r... ... whatever. im just plain screwed. of all the so many pure maths topics coming up for the mockery of an examination tmr, i am only confident in like erm, 4 topics. functions and trigo are the strongest suit. heh bleah sux. and dont get me started on the jc2 topics. i dont know shit abt vectors at all! argh!
dunno why suddenly my maths suck such big fucking shit right now. its so disheartening. u know its like previously (before mid yrs) as long as i get A for chem i can assure myself of AAA at the very least. right now my maths stands somewhere in the C grade. C for cocked up! i think the reason for it is simple. its my laziness and looks like its abt time i tried to pull myself out of it. its just so difficult u know, trying to sit downa and concentrate on the subject for an hour or 2, and when u are stumped at a question, u just want to give up. and when u do that, it suddenly hits you that there are so much more topics and so much more shit that you arent even sure of! at least that describes what i feel now.
fucked up. just plain fucked up.
but just had a spastic chat with fritties abt how useful maths can ever get. in our opinion, differentiation, integration and differential equations are the most useful stuff we can learn. but u realize something? to do differential equations u need to know practically everything in the 9233 syllabus! hahaha! its the ultimate topic i tell u. but a general consensus was reached with the useless topic awarded to none other than complex numbers. think abt it, who the fuck wud care if root -1 ever existed or can be drawn. at least i know i wont for the time being.
on the brighter side of the academic things, really did well for today's chem practical. the usual style has finally come back to me. i can feel it! speed, efficiency and precision are the only words to describe mine and vincent's practical (we share the same bench). first time i had so many ticks on the paper. woot! now if i can summon the prowess again during prelims and a lvl pract i believe A can be assured provided i mugg hard for the theory papers. hehe.
so bhb.
and on the non-academic note, marvellous! singapore has a .75 chance of winning a table tennis medal! in theory at least. great game by li utterly raped that other china fella. mince ur words bitch if i recall that same china fella said smthn abt our table tennis players will not progress far in athens. suck shit bitch! ur D-E-D dead!
slpt in the afternoon, so quite un-tired now haha, time to cram more equations and solution methods. so now i bid u goodbye.
yk ranted at 11:20 pm!
on Thursday, August 19, 2004
for the last time u ignorant stereotyping fools, techno and trance are 2 different genres and for goodness sake there arent just "toochik toochik toochik diu diu diu". fuck u yyg for coming up with that. for ur fucking information, ur version of 'techno' greatly reminds me of hip hop! argh! the endless loops of stupid samples, zero sense of melody, and lousy lyrics laced with sex, violence, drugs and a whole lot of stupidity. yuck. i have no idea why it is so popular now man. its like, so retarded! and for the last fucking time singh electronica is not "malay muzak" u moron. in case the demographics somehow deceive you i think each time i hear a mat stroll onto the train with headphones, most of the time its either mattall! or hiphop!! its matal! electronica is just too sophisticated and deep for ur average mat. gross. but of course, just to let u all know, im cool with u. i aint mad. everyone's entitled to their opinions, so am i, and im writing this!
no offence to hiphop lovers out there, hiphops still nice to, erm, hop to? its just to illustrate my point to the majority of the musically illiterate ppl fed on cheapero-pop all their lives that electronica is not drug music, its not suicide music its nothing but uplifting trance melodies and happy euro club music. get ur information right u people.
dance people, dance, to the likes of pulsedriver, ole van dansk, atb, floorfilla and so much more! its good stuff, and learn to sift out the terrible ones from the good ones. not all techno is like that stupid "the book is on the table" shit yyg heard on osm's mp3 player. i would be grateful if u actually sat down, and listened and appreciated a good piece. i wont expect u to like it straight away, after being jaded with other kinds of stuff, but yea, just sit down and listen and keep stupid comments to urself. quote mr chuah, "u know nothing. u know nuts!" hey comeon, u might even like it!
but this day was not the day i was pissed to quarrel over some bunch of ignorant idocities. there are much better things to look forward to, and accomplish. hence, CONGRATS, guys and gals of 2t17! love u all man, for handing t30's ass on a platter to themselves! in a game of softball of course. utterly owned them in today's softball game. great batting, fielding, passes, coordination, communication and strategy. and of course, the cheering. went onto the pitch with confidences boosted to the max with inccessant cheering. that helped alot people. its just wonderful. it was so beautiful, joel's swing that sent the ball flying away and sent all 4 of our batters home. great catches by everyone, its just so beautiful, to see us win through sheer teamwork. nevermind even if they had 4 out of 7 innings to bat and we had 3, we still trounced them on the likes of 16-10 runs.
and yea, we like to scream and shout and cheer. so dont bitch abt us screaming. i heard u all. im sorry that u are unable to give ur own team the psychological boost. maybe thats y ur pitcher failed miserably. im nice enough to say this right now. nice game. ha! oh yea, and thf wasnt playing! lol! if thf played then we wud haf lost, as every ball wud haf been caught into the, erm, big bosoms, much faster than any gloved had would reach it. lol! im pretty sure the thf wud be bitching abt the game to all the fffff's or in the blog, but honestly, who cares. we trouced u. handed ur ass to u in a plate. a home base plate.
hahahaha! im so evil! evil evil evil! rise of evil. oooo hitler. he may be evil in murdering jews and all, but actually, he might be a little bit good cos he believed in the family structure and was against homosexuality. talk abt a silver lining in a cloud. indeed! haha!
homos are truly evil. homosexuality is a true act of evil. but, in my opinion, an act is something we can renounce and turn over to be better, or in this case, become good. hate the sin, not the sinner, from somewhere i read, and i believe its so damned fucking true. homosexuality is wrong, but the gay person is gotta be alright. hes almost as much human as we are, except for the fact that they cant procreate. (is that not a good thing heh) honestly, if i ever had a choice of say, hiring a not so competent hetero and a competent homo, impartiality would prevail. impartiality is king yall.
impartial impartial impartial. and certainly, discrimination against unchangeable or uncorrectable human traits are even wronger. such is the values of mr fritteros. malays arent wrong. its just the mat subgroup. dont like them. but hate the sin! hate mats! malays are friends. dont hate them. i know many nice malays. i think its just where u live its infested with the wrong subgroup called mats. mat-ism is a wrongness that can be corrected. haha! same goes for the beng lian morons. hate these loserish people. its like, why waste ur youth away by being an idiot who roams the streets and all, haiz. terrible arh, i tell u, these wrongness.
wrongness. yes.
and wrongness goes to the singapore idol judges. so dicky and bitchy and all, dont like them one bit at all. they are so hate-able like simon! u dont have to act fierce to get ratings. morons. the contestants did do their best, so give them a break, even if they sang like kao sai lol! forgetting lyrics. hahaha! and ya, the suspense, its just so... so... artificial. cannot stand it man. fortunately next week would be the voting time, and more singing and less kao pehing. so good! cant wait!
argh so tired now. aft softball went to gym and then bballed. but i have to mug! 2 days to maths mock, and 3 wks to the prelims. aft that, 6 wks to the real thing. i tell u all a secret. psst. i cant wait to be done with the a's and get out of cjc! the stigma, the sense of failure, it will all go away when i shall mug hard enought to achieve what i always desired. A A A A. super A grade. im going to make sajc regret not approving my appeal. eat shit man! one day, i will just look back and say, cjc was just a school to me. nice, fun school. but not my home. everybody knows home is where the heart belongs, and its not here.
but actually cjc is not such a bad place. its just the overwhelming bitterness and the sense of failure i felt since the first day i stepped into cjc's blue grilles and dark danky corridors and hostipal feeling. do consider coming here, its getting better.
long rants, took over half hour already. must get down to mugging. super A grade student coming up! sheesh.
cheers.
yk ranted at 11:55 pm!
on Wednesday, August 18, 2004
funny shit happened in school today man. thinking about it just makes me laught. out loud. hahahaha! i mean come on, its just hilarious and utterly ridiculous. yeah man. it all started in maths lecture when pek was telling me that jeremy challenged him to eat chilli padi. ok, so one at a time. mild challenge. or so i thought.
during break, saw them queuing up at noodle king as usual and then, when i looked back at them, both are at the basin place drinking water! faces red, sweating all over. turned out that they ate a whole saucer full of cut chilli pad. fyi, the noodle king chillis are potent! fucking potent! after break went to the "mega" toilet and saw jeremy there almost dead hahaha! heard from shimon mr tan ks was in there a while ago. gosh. then in the end, jeremy got to go home cos the chilli was too much for his fragile body to handle, apparently. ooh shivering ooh ooh ooh. lol i cant help but laugh.
but hoenstly, that is like a real stupid thing to do man, eat a while saucer full of chilli padi. and it almost cost u ur life jermaine. haha. wait till ur LLT hears about it, u trying to kill urself with chilli. damn heng the OM nv call ambulance, or big trouble befall our class for having the most strange incidents and stupid incidents happening to us.
watched the amazing race just now, wow luckily the midget team got kicked out. fucking mirna is so bitchy and so bloody abusive, she's almost like that gay of a malay i mentioned. almost, cos she is abit chio. yea thats it. bah! good riddance! really! and then after that it was the olympics. susilo got out. boohoohoo our indonesian badmintoner got kicked out. wait a minute, hes playing for singapore! whats with team singapore man, its loaded with imports. i know our national income high and that means we can import more but comeon not these! it makes our sporting achievements, if any, look so plastic and fake. im actually proud of the swim and shooting team, even if they played like some mofo fuckheads, but at least they are born bred true to the bone singaporeans. not some imported indon or prc.
that, coming from a singapore PR.
no studying done, but dead tired already at this time. tmrs going to be a long day, gotta turn in earlier. make sure i mug lots tmr man. suddenly realised, im like super unprepared for sat's maths mock. really going to die. im like super unfamiliar, as of now, with the differentiation and integration topics, i think im just going to fuck myself up again and mr chuah is going to just murder me for the 3rd major exam in a row.
stresses on a windy night without insects flying into my room. goodie! love that.
a whole saucer of chilli padi? honestly! lol.
yk ranted at 11:31 pm!
on Tuesday, August 17, 2004
cool. just finished studying for tmr's physics mock exam. whats with the fetishes for mock exams. they dont work, i think, they only encourage procrastination instead of consistent studying. the latter can only be achieved when we are motivated. procrastination does the opposite and it makes memory retention become poorer. my two cents on the over load of mock exams. they increase stres, encourage last minute cram sessions (witnessed plenty already, untouched notes appear minutes before the start of exam), and is just plain stupid. so there.
slow and steady wins the race. so does little but consistent studying
but this, from one who does the exact opposite. oh well, pearls of wisdom after all.
found my calculator, which was actually stunned by pek. no surpirses there actually, the junction of mine, pek, vince and fritter's tables are a crossroads of unsolicited trade, and ur stuff finds itself into someone else's bag for the night. oh oh oh speaking of fritters, gosh u fucking despo. make me sit in the sun on that stupid bench for so long so u can get ur glimpse of snyg. the best part? u cant even see her face dammit its only the ponytail. haha. such devotion. a pity.
finally, gotta bitch abt that gay of a malay sia. gays, u know of whom i speak of. to the person urself if ur reading this, read this! wtf man, get the hint already and change. ur attitude sux. whatever happened to you i haf no idea but we dont like it one bit at all. dont act all so gay and bitchy and send stupid smses or msns or whatever. we're not ur wife dammit we have a life instead of msging u all day. and thats not even half the problem now! because, u crossed the line already u tard. we are your friends before, and you do not abuse us for goodness sake. there's just so many occasions i wud haf wanted to kill you for for the past 2 yrs but lets not digress. fact of the matter is, u just dont get it do u. but its alright, times pass. whatever u do, too little too late. realize this, u piss people off without realizing it urself. learn to be more sensitive in that area, and not sensitive in other areas where u wud piss people off even more girly man. urgh.
u know, i just find it totally unbelievable how u can step on so many people's toes so quickly. not just us and myself especially, but other people as well. old friends and aquaintances. its hard accomadating u when these other people just tell me all ur flaws, all ur drawbacks all ur bullcrap. simply, bitch about u. a fren remarked to me like erm, last year, that she couldnt stand u. i even had to bloody defend u. and u realize its difficult to because she speaks the truth. a spark is all it needs. even if it is induced. go n reflect on what i said, and hope it helps u in ur future endeavours with other people.
ah, that was probably the most of the bitchy stuff to say abt that gay of a malay i haf kept inside for what, close to 2 yrs? ah well, people gotta learn dammit.
ok. exhausted. shall read papers watch olympics then sleep. goanna be a long mugging day tmr. hope the returns are good. increasing returns to scale.
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aint i a good smoke bomb thrower. Mao Zedong entry and now this. no offence to singhs. just our classmate vince. HEEX!
yk ranted at 10:45 pm!
on Monday, August 16, 2004
tiring day. slpt late last night had a 3 hr nap dis afternoon. but that was not for naught. managed to cram 2 hrs of studying thermodynamics and heat capacity. went to do that silly tutorial. plan to complete it tmr, and tmr i shall do the trigo maths revision tutorial. that is like my forte, cannot afford to fuck it up during maths mock. hehe thanx to dad i understood the fucking thermo today. quite an achievement.
boring day at school. managed some studying while ponning chem lect. so its not a wasted ponned lect. feel real proud of myself haha. nothing much happened today, other than the fact that we bargained away our napfa today to next monday. good. im not in the mood for running today so in the end it was the gym, own time own target. so did lots of weigts, doubt it will give me a 1-week silver but still better than nothing. then finally ate that myoplex bar i bought at $1.60 instead of 8. gosh it tastes fucking bad. its cookies and cream flavoured. add rotten and quite bland before that and thats wat it truly tastes like. it'd better work i tell ya.
its close to 12 now, half an hour more and its the swimming finals. didnt watch gymnastics or the today at athens today so didnt get to see the supposedly chio china or russia gymnasts according to edwin and the critic. but honestly this olympics is so un-alluring to me at all. it holds no attraction. honestly even TH is worth watching than olympics but since i cant slp then might as well just watch the 200m freestyle finals. thorpedo all the way. hahaha
oh and just to spite shimon, saw sophie at the bus stop today. she looks kind of gloomy. must be the fact that she might have just saw her stalker and was v v v v pissed. lol. and before that, wow marvellous sight. the best. once u see if, u'll never forget it. it was... for me to know and for u to find out. heex.
HEEX HEEX HEEX HEEXHEEX yes i like to use heex vincent. its called answering to ur own feminine side. haha. but its just a habit. so there. made it pink to highlight my point. muahaha.
ooo playing vindicated on power 98 now. the band's name is quite silly so is the lyrics. dashboard confessionals!? vindicated so ur selfish, wrong and right. ur an oxymoron. but at least the rythm and melody is nice. so its stomachable. only dont like the part abt letting current sweeping him away. quite silly actually. the rest is great. hahaha. silly critiques.
Vindicated
Im selish
Im wrong
Im right i swear im right
yadda yadda yadda. go figure out and tell me what it means. ah took only 10 mins to write this. beat that jeremy! hahaha. reading the legend of the jade phoenix. as usual i wont expect many ppl to understand that unless u read battletech. old game, old universe, but a classic. never rli liked fantasy-ish stuff, sci fi's the way to go.
rant rant rant runt runt runt ront ront ront. bored. i shall go read my book. leave u with a real meaningful song. www.badgerbadgerbadger.com nites and take cares.
yk ranted at 11:45 pm!
on Sunday, August 15, 2004
aaaaaaahhhhhh finally the day i have been looking forward to. no exams and most importantly no school = no stress. this means one thing. that is... i get to sleep in! woot! plus, mom n dad went to msia to send home my grandma, so nobody will bug me to wake up earlier. so there, i slept till like 1 in the afternoon. then, went to west mall wif bro to buy books and hamster supplies. walked past TS vcd shop and bought HITLER : Rise of Evil and scary movie 3 out of impulse hehe.
sad sad hamsters, i have absolutely NO FUCKING IDEA why they keep fighting now. haiz. make such a huge din thru the night. issit because both of them are female and they are getting horny already? comeon THTHF ur only a few months old. kids dont get sex u know. behave. anyways help pls! sud i separate them?
haha scary movie 3 was hilarious. sad that i didnt watch it in the cinemas cos of the stupid christmas crowd last year didnt get to watch it. but finally got to it now. lol lol lol. sadako, aliens and rappers all come together. what a potent combination. haha. one part : scene from the ring, watched the killer video and phone rings and gollum voice says 'my precious!'. lame. dots sia. then watched the hitler show. the fella who acted as hitler is good man. he totally conveys the psycho-ness and the charisma of hitler himself. watching that is almost like watching hitler deliver his rallies on Nuremberg over 65 years ago. nice show, reminded me again why i liked history. hehe.
but watching those meant that my afternoons burned to the goggle box. then watched yu tian tu long ji. another 2 hrs in the evening. so i managed to finish only complex numbers 1 and the sajc 2003 prelim econs mcq. killer paper. now i know why u guys back at sa laments the econs exams. hahaha.
no to nazis. no to racial cleansing. no to homosexuals too! haha.
yk ranted at 11:27 pm!
on Saturday, August 14, 2004
mock exam day again. thats always a sad thing. it crushes to dust what puny self confidence u have with a slew of questions that seem to be all greek to u. oh well, today it was econs mcq and case study. the mcq wasnt so bad, but the data response wasnt responding to me probing the data for answers! so much for data's response. get it? hahahaha! terrible case study. what a long case of the UKs Bank of England and its independence. the questions were no much better. 8 10 12 marks. marvellous, and i cant think of what to write in it! im like sooo D-E-D dead mdm indra's going to complain abt me not studying hard enuff yadda yadda. i kinda agree actually, thats y tonight, is the night. its the mugging nite! 4 hrs of afternoon napping in preparation for the night long mugging. hope it has good returns.
went around to read lamelord david's and ultima slacka xiang jie (hui)'s blog, and found fun stuff! RINGx7 BANANA PHONE! cute flash anim of the bananaman song on sgp idol woot lol. rox! cos it comes in bunches and ive got hunches that its the best and beats the rest. while looking that was watching the Heavenly Sword and Dragon Sabre Chronicles. ok thats a fucked up name in my opinion. Yu Tian Tu Long Ji is way cooler even though i dont know how to write half the words in it hahaha joke! but i gotta tell u, the actresses and in that show are so chio! even the supposedly fugly spider-woman is probably 6/10 without that scar on the face. wow zhou zhiruo is hot! but not as hot as TH and u-know-who. haha! the little kiddy girls are quite uncute tho, so there goes ur melayu paedophilic dreams fritties. woot.
instead of leavng u with lyrics, thats so cliche, im leaving a net radio site. people in sg should listen to more good music i tell u instead of trash they play on radio nowadays. hip hop and mainstream/cheap pop are sounding cheap. good rock acts are too few and far between, and practically nobody listens to electronica. Trance feeds ur souls i tell u people, trust me.
www.di.fm no more 987 980 for me for a long time since. heh.
yk ranted at 11:29 pm!
on Friday, August 13, 2004
what a way to start the day. getting hit by a fucking soccer ball in the head in class. as if that wasnt enuff japhar u have the audacity to come molest me! aiyo aiyo i tell u wat man, i had a feeling b4 that right, that "i cant trust al's marksmanship." and that turned out to be so true. with a whole back row of people to hit it didnt hit them. it hit me! what the hell, tough luck mate. i'll let u on something new. y dont u take that ball and stick it straight up ur candy ***. hahaha just kidding! alvin i still love you it just wasnt ur day hee. but honestly, warn us when ur ramming the ball to the door. people have been killed by stray balls u know. still, sorry for da outburst anyway hehe.
oh yea, another thing. do not come around and say i stun ur stuff, when i have the decency to actually keep stray notes. i even bothered to ask u 1st thing in the morning and u say no. so, dont ever say i always steal things because i dont. in case u did not realise, while i might leave my mess on the floor, urs is all over my table. so there. in case u did not realise, i do not have to resort to stealing things. i dont live hand to mouth ok, unlike zhifu's POC/ROC. ack. but still, im not angry. =)
fortunately it was kinda boring day. tmrs mock exam for econs. great. another un revised subject so far. somebody save me! its just so disheartening u know, its like, i know what i want to get, that is 4 As again, but this is really a case of heart want but cannot do. i sit down and i just cant keep the concentration there for long. i cant even manage hour long study sessions. what the fuck is happening man. and not only that, i think my minds kind of deteriorating! i cant memorize shit, and i dont seem to be able to like think as logically as before. issit signs of age? or laziness. whatever it is, i really hope it goes away soon. 3 weeks left. not very long after that its the A lvls itself.
ok tired now its early but lanning saps energy. mocks tmr. mockery also. lucks to me.
fritters : its a fad. im not one tho.
yk ranted at 10:50 pm!
on Thursday, August 12, 2004
Hello again kids,
what a long fucking day hahaha! never went for any lectures again, but oh well, asi i said think i'll pay the bills over the weekend. bleah looks like its just going to be a fucking packed weekend with homework and bloody revision. can u believe it? i havent finished by damned homework how the hell am i supposed to start with revision!? im like a few tuts behind for maths, and then some for chemistry, and whats up man, we have to hand up the bloody chem file next friday with tutorials all complete and mine is obviously not even half done. wow im really looking forward to doing it man, and gosh i just realised something, we have physics and maths mock exams next week! YES! NEXT FUCKING WEEK! now now what the hell was the continuity eqn and what the fuck are vectors?
so now im here laming with this right after i got home and watched the OC. whatever happened to studying? the drain? oh yea i see studying in there now. and was supposed to study at BK with the gay pek vince frits and eric who as usual didnt come. the gaymon poh came too, and guess what? instead of studying we started to talk abt cs. over super salty fries, large cokes, and of course, sat fat laden dbl cheeseburgers. im goanna get a heart attack. muahaha. but cs? man its passe but suddenly the urge sets in. i need to frag. its been a long time man, ack! i really need to just pick an awp up again, and just blast the shit out of someone. electronically of course. hope the crosshair 0 works and i shall pwn ur asses. alright LANs up tmr night peeps. and after cs it was battlefield 1942, ministers, aircraft carriers, australian stories and so on. bah in the end managed to sink in DEMAND into my thick cranium. struggling to get it thru to the grey parts beneath. oh, and lots of silly chats with u gays. as much as it was unproductive, it was fun. haha. had this not been the revision period it would have been much more fun to a factor of 10 i must guess.
factors of 10s and 100s and 1000s, BCG is still 10 times worse than u-know-who right pek? tell ya bcg sucks cock! terok! hahahaha! i shall get u better glasses on ur bday man, heex jk! oh yes oh yes oh yes i feel my karma getting better i actually went for orchestra practice! my gosh its like my first in a few months already. but hey i had my reasons to pon wat, cos its like on monday afternoons and its like the blues are settling in. haha, but quite amazing i managed to remember my scales and play that xiao ow jiang hu theme. it must be the innate talent i have i tell u.
and finally, peeps of t17 sorry sorry for my pathetic attitude man during softball. sudnt have thrown that stupid glove in disgust after someone missed a freaking easy catch which in the end cost me another easy catch. but hey i tell u u must have had this kind of feelings when u already gave ur best into the game or whatever shit ur doing like project and then people who arent serious or playing terribly (sorry no offense but comeon, its a grounder just freaking drop to ur knees and get it!) they just get on ur nerves. nerves frayed game losing, game lost, my days fucked. alright. and then the realisation hits ya that its just a stupid fucking game. i tell u i think its my overbearing sense and pride, or over competitiveness that i absolute dont like to lose at all, and ppl in my team ought to make sure that happens. sorry peeps, bad character will work on dat!
ahhhhhh took fucking long to write this, goanna bathe and sleep now. hope da sweet dreams come to u and me. more to me of course. nitex.
yk ranted at 11:59 pm!
on Wednesday, August 11, 2004
firstly,
+PRETTY no. 27!+
yay finally got back my pretty no.27 pen from cock chows heex thanx! but no thanx, after all u stunned it w/o i knowing it so there i shall just be the fucking bitch. yup. terrible fucked up mock exam fuck it man, i opened the paper and wow! nothing! i knew nothing! it felt so wonderful u know, feeling helpless while being assaulted mercilessly qn after qn for 2 and a fucking half gruelling hours. anyway it ended quite fast, i finished in like 1.5 hrs so it aint that bad, looking forward to the end, but the remaining hour was hellish. argh. give me 20 more mcqs to pass the time dammit. ur so fucking selfish stupid paper, an hour of unproductive stundedness, if there's such a word.
whoops, just finished watching Singapore Idol and im watching the amazing race now. theres CSI miami later so there goes revision tonight. Entertainment at the opp. cost of studying. oh yea whatever charge that to my bill i'll pay it some day. gosh but u cant blame me man, quite fucking shag today after that fucked up mock exam. what a mockery. anyways, just got home when abt half of idol was over but from what i saw in the dying minutes of it, i can safely say this. SINGAPORE HAS NO FUCKING HOPE AT ALL! to hell with the adverts gosh those who went for the auditions really sucked man. i think i wud haf done better even with a sore throat. but oh well, they at least had the guts to go do it, and i dont. but who cares abt guts when u cant sing to save ur own fucking life. hahaha. oh yea, and when that contestant said Dick is such a dick-head, totally agree with u man. And that teekor looking guy with michael tan (the cjc disciplinarian) glasses and stare, u suck shit too. hahahaha. thats for giving them hell. -plastique shows-
Had a swell day b4 the mockery tho, contrary to what i might have just sounded like. its swell becos i didnt go for any lectures! wheee. the classroom is just soooo comfortable. and thanks alot sia vincent its not my fault if we get caught ponning, its the beacon in ur hair as me n pek has iterated umpteen fucking times lol lol lol turbanator. oh yea speaking of pek, anybody knows how to speak troll? gotta teach him. thats how his fave slut jumps. like an ogre/troll so speak troll my fren and know the ogress. yes. interesting, amazing race just ended. foolish morons quit the race but oh well at least the bitches are still inside, so we'll have interesting episodes next time.
Right done with this now time for CSI. nites folks.
yk ranted at 10:04 pm!
on
right finally i've starting this... this... thing.. called a weblog... i really wished it was because i was pressurised into doing so but no, its my own deprived soul screaming for attention that i actually got this thing up. wasnt so bad, i know im AA but thats me. love it or hate it. stupid actually. i just decided to make this when i was bored reading fucking chemistry. u know this environmental shit ought to be shot. yea. its driving me nuts, as if it wont drive anybody with a neuron nuts. its like so many fucking unrelated shits that u have to memorise. gosh i'd think i'd fare much better on who wants to be a millionaire. at least the other branches of chem aint that difficult. and yes! its fucking terrible because its like close to 1 am already and i'm not even halfway thru my damnable revision and yawn am i tired after sifting thru the bloody java and html codes. haha. who cares abt the mock exam. i just cant seem to be motivated enough to start. so there, sad life that i live and now i shall just go back to stupid studying. sayonara kids.
yk ranted at 12:35 am!
the collaborators *
i cant be fucked linking!
the photographic evidence *
lies!
the incriminating evidence *
everlasting .
depression .
melodramatic .
ORANJELAIR
-yk