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a post ::GAAH! yucks!::
on Wednesday, February 22, 2006

do not read this post!

its just soo... yucks! disgusting. cant take it larh. cos if its what i perceive it to be, i disapprove of it! and its a bad bad choice. you'd best throw it away in an instant!

but of cos before i go to that, its time to recount the adventures i had at driving lesssons.

first lesson ytd. super sucky, cos i stalled like so many times. 1st gear half clutch is quite, sensitive huh. nv release enuff, car dont move. release too much, stall. i think i spent too much time stalling than actually moving off properly! funnily, 2nd gear onwards it was much easier to shift up. today second lesson. better la, finish 2 subjects in a session. cool. now just gotta brake to a halt corrightly.

oh i love shifting down. no need to concern urself with silly half clutches and u get engine braking. wahahas.

eric shimon pek jer are going to commision like when, 2 weeks later or something. thats good. what's bad is that i have fucking CAs very soon! aaaargh! and i havent started biochem! in the midst of anat! and lost in physio!

just to add salt to the wound, insult to injury, other facs are having a bloody mid term break now. while we're all mugging like muggertoads. bleaurgh.

pretty disgusting huh. wait til this: opened msn, looked at jess's nick, gosh! the one time very dicky fella is being dicky! u keep ur filthy paws away from chow! (and its another dicky fella. not the Dick Lookalike). supposed to be in my bloody mentoring grp, cant stand him. poser like fuck. act cool like fuck. and trying to act fag. please lah there are other ppl out there who are confused abt their sexuality and here this fella is, practically poking fun at the queers. oh man, yall out there just havent heard the vj stories yet, it'll make ur skin crrrrawwwwwl. and if you do anything bad to chows i will fucking kill you in the fucking LT or pgp mph (CAs venue, weird) or just about anywhere else. here's an idea, anat, hall, cadaver.

i trust noone from th reads this ahaha. shhhhhhhhhhhh. ahahaha im so bitchy sia. king bitch.

cheers.

yk ranted at 1:14 AM!

My Papa

2.45 am, 21/03/05, my papa finally lost his battle against late stage kidney cancer after 6 months.

He was a great person. I love him so much and it pains me to see him go. But it pains me even more to see him suffering in that hospital bed with failing organs, and on a morphine drip 24/7 that totally clouded his mind and made him quasi-comatose during his final hours.

A wonderful father, husband, brother, uncle, etc. A great friend. An exemplary worker. We all who know my papa will forever miss him so for we all are losing a very important person in our lives.

Indeed I am saddened at this loss but instead of looking at the glass as half empty, and lamenting the fact that I did not get to spend the rest of my days caring for my papa, sharing my life with him and so on, I will look at the glass as half full. This past 18 years of my life with papa, I can look back now, and say with all conviction, it was a great experience.

I love you, Papa. =)